Sunday, January 25, 2009

Happy Chinese 牛 Year!!!

Just a stop in to drop a line to you all.

May all the BEST things happen to all of you in this 牛 year.

Gong Xi Fa Chai !!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

p/s: Folks (5 Sc 1) this might be the last year we celebrate the new year together. So in this special festive season, I would like to give all my best wishes to you and I will miss you wherever I am. Gambateh in SPM.

Monday, January 19, 2009

I'm here to update!

Finally, I've got the chance ( life have been so busy recently) to do my blogging here. Yesterday, I've been to the education fair which held at PWTC, KL with Jiin and Chi Yan. Not much to talk about that. It was really crowded over there and it's so dizzying.

I had found a Kenny G's album in Popular Bookshop then. What a pity, I'd spent my money on the books and gifts. If I bought it, I would not have enough money to pay the bus fare and I might not in Tanjong Malim now. hehe... Promise to myself, I'm going to get it as soon as possible!!! He is really an awesome saxophonist!!! Totally drowning in the songs that he played, if you have heard the songs, you would find out they have a smooth, sentimental, singing tone quality and they're so romantic. It's recommended to all of you especially the guys...

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

To Be or Not To Be, that is the Question

It's not always easy to decide what to be and not to be. My English teacher asked us to make a choice about the branch of learning by now. Seriously, still, I have no idea which path should I go. Have you heard about the poem 'The Road Not Taken' by Robert Frost?
' Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both...'
My situation is said to be more or less same as the poet. Well, it's not exactly, I am perplexed just like a ship that has lost its direction in the bewildering ocean. Many of my friends had dropped the subjects Principle of Account. It's not a very tough subject for a Science stream student. The reason they wanted to drop it is because they don't have much time to study it. We all have become dead beat after the tuition classes, after that we still need to proceed with our homework at night. Now I am still thinking to drop or not to drop. If I drop, this would mean goodbye to accountancy. One the other hand, I'm worried I can't manage to handle too many subjects and sometimes I think I'm not probably going to be further my study in accountancy. For sure, all of us are not willing to sit on the EST papers. The KMM has already declared that EST is an elective paper for all the Science Stream students since 2008. But the Mr Belly insists that EST is in still in our package so we are forced to accept it. I would say that we need more luck beside doing a lot of reading. The questions look simple but it's not easy to score because the answers required to be same as the answers in the marking scheme, it's a killing subject instead. I wouldn't have to worry all this if I know myself well and what am I going to be.

Monday, January 5, 2009

A Blue Monday

Unlike the previous year, I was being moodily in my first school day. I had never ever felt in that way before. Maybe it's because I felt feverish for last two days and I was still not feeling well in this morning or it's because of the long heck of assembly in the very first day. Well, the teachers have started to exert kind of pressure on us in the first day of school, I think they didn't mean it that way, I mean, they just attempted to bestir us to do better in our study. But I am still feel stressed when they said, 'Um, I think all of you have the potential to get A in blah blah blah subject.'
' We have to do more essays compared to last year.'
' You all can upgrade the SPM result in 2009.'
' Students, that's no more honey year for you (this is what we have been told since last year), let's have a test in this Wed.'
'5 Science 1, you must show a good example to your schoolmates so you are suppose follow the paradigm.' etc. Sigh. We also had been told what are we going to do in next few months and again some of the teachers told us to open 5-6 small exercise books for that particular subjects and I don't think we are going to finish them, what a waste.
What's really made no difference was my class was being noisy again and spending so much time gossiping and talking nonsense in this morning. That's something either you or me can't put up with when someone made fun of you in his nasty joke without considering your self-esteem. It totally ruined my day.
It's jerks, that's beyond a joke.

Recently, people are circulating with the issues of economy crisis and wars. While I was watching news reading in the telly, I saw Gaza was being attacked by bomb bay. Almost quarter of the time of the broadcasting was about the wars happened in Gaza.
I felt quite upset with this ugliness of the world. Those war hawks and terrorists sacrifice the innocent people just to strive after the lands, benefits,fame, fortunes, wealth but they choose to ignore the peace of the world. It's very sad when I saw the children were bleeding due to the injury that cause by wars. Those children who live these war zones are supposed to go to school like any other children in other countries yet they are not that felicitous or lucky( we likely to say), what they are learning in their very young age is not ABC, they are to learn how to hold the weapon to protect themselves and the country. '_'

I think that's it for today, I gotta to do some revision for this Wed test.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Th3 eND of th3 Ye@r

Here we come to the very end of 2008. Lots of things ( for some is the first time for me), happy as well as sad, have happened in this year and now I really feel hard to leave 2008, all I can do is keeping the memories in my mind. Maybe I will retell some of it at my blog in someday I think. I really have no idea what to write on this last post for 2008. One thing I want to make a complain here, (hey guys I thought you all should online at this time as you all have promised in this afternoon.) I guess they are having party in somewhere with somebody, aggrrh, they were the one who suggested us to stay at home and meet in MSN. Cruel them. (guys are like that, quite upset with their behaviour =.=) Well, wishing those who read my blog and my friends. Happy New Year!!! May the new age bring you more beauty and joy!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

A sense of worry

It has been a whole day I didn't speak even one word to anybody else except myself and it is going to last out for another two days more for I'm alone at home. My family has gone to my auntie 's house and they will be in Pulau Langkawi by tomorrow morning I think. Why don't I go along with them? Well, it depends on my mood and I don't feel like I want to spend my days there, being alone at home is not that bad actually, furthermore it's more comfy to move about in the house and do whatever I like without under my mom's supervision. (Whoops, I scarcely forget I have promised her to do the house chores, :P) One and the only problem I face is the MEALS!!! But, the cabinet has already piled up with instant noodles cups and loaves of bread that my dad bought for me. I'm going to have these for my breakfast, lunch, teatime, dinner and supper as well. What to do, I don't know how to cook ( actually is... dare not).

Recently, I have started to feel a sense of worry about the coming year. I was thinking harshly for the last whole night. The closer we approach to next year, the more worry I am. ( I am a worrywart?) Maybe it is my final year in school, many things I have to cope with and I become lack of confidence in myself...
1. How am I going to face the teachers?
2. How am I going to cope with my classmates?
3. Am I eligible to hold the chief positions?
4. I'm going to sit for the SPM, oh no~
5. Again I have a packed schedule for my every single day, I' m really extremely awfully awkwardly fed up with it.
6. The ABRSM examinations =.=
7. Competitions which the teacher selected for me since form 4.
8. The 13 SPM subjects. Sob.
9. What about my school activities? Practices? ... ...

I know there will be problems which is more than that exist in the coming year. Some says to me, just leave the burdens to God but how? I know I can't cease them but to solve them one by one. That's it.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Christmas Update

Hi, Merry Christmas everyone. Here i come to update my blog. Check out what I was doing recently...

23rd Dec Caroling
This was the third year i went caroling with the church members. I was joining the carolers from Grace assembly Church for the first time in this year and it's different than the previous years. It's kind of fun to visit people's houses to sing carol and gave everyone wishes in this joyous season. The hosts were being hospitable to us and prepared a lot of food for us, it's yummy! Phew, we finished it almost by 1.00 a.m.


This is one of the place we went...

24th Dec Christmas Eve Gathering
The family of mine were in KL and I was having a gathering with my friends at Blue Garden. Susan, thanks for your
ais kacang ! It's very kind of us to give up our seats for the people standing outside of the restaurant, pity them, so that's why we didn't do the countdown.

25th Dec Feliz Navidad
Worshiping in church...


Pastor Chin was giving sermon.


For the first time my sister was doing her violin performance in church.


Worshipers and visitors

Messy... too many songs to be played.


Drama...


My Christmas presents

My Christmas Look XD