Th3 eND of th3 Ye@r

Here we come to the very end of 2008. Lots of things ( for some is the first time for me), happy as well as sad, have happened in this year and now I really feel hard to leave 2008, all I can do is keeping the memories in my mind. Maybe I will retell some of it at my blog in someday I think. I really have no idea what to write on this last post for 2008. One thing I want to make a complain here, (hey guys I thought you all should online at this time as you all have promised in this afternoon.) I guess they are having party in somewhere with somebody, aggrrh, they were the one who suggested us to stay at home and meet in MSN. Cruel them. (guys are like that, quite upset with their behaviour =.=) Well, wishing those who read my blog and my friends. Happy New Year!!! May the new age bring you more beauty and joy!

A sense of worry

It has been a whole day I didn't speak even one word to anybody else except myself and it is going to last out for another two days more for I'm alone at home. My family has gone to my auntie 's house and they will be in Pulau Langkawi by tomorrow morning I think. Why don't I go along with them? Well, it depends on my mood and I don't feel like I want to spend my days there, being alone at home is not that bad actually, furthermore it's more comfy to move about in the house and do whatever I like without under my mom's supervision. (Whoops, I scarcely forget I have promised her to do the house chores, :P) One and the only problem I face is the MEALS!!! But, the cabinet has already piled up with instant noodles cups and loaves of bread that my dad bought for me. I'm going to have these for my breakfast, lunch, teatime, dinner and supper as well. What to do, I don't know how to cook ( actually is... dare not).

Recently, I have started to feel a sense of worry about the coming year. I was thinking harshly for the last whole night. The closer we approach to next year, the more worry I am. ( I am a worrywart?) Maybe it is my final year in school, many things I have to cope with and I become lack of confidence in myself...
1. How am I going to face the teachers?
2. How am I going to cope with my classmates?
3. Am I eligible to hold the chief positions?
4. I'm going to sit for the SPM, oh no~
5. Again I have a packed schedule for my every single day, I' m really extremely awfully awkwardly fed up with it.
6. The ABRSM examinations =.=
7. Competitions which the teacher selected for me since form 4.
8. The 13 SPM subjects. Sob.
9. What about my school activities? Practices? ... ...

I know there will be problems which is more than that exist in the coming year. Some says to me, just leave the burdens to God but how? I know I can't cease them but to solve them one by one. That's it.

Christmas Update

Hi, Merry Christmas everyone. Here i come to update my blog. Check out what I was doing recently...

23rd Dec Caroling
This was the third year i went caroling with the church members. I was joining the carolers from Grace assembly Church for the first time in this year and it's different than the previous years. It's kind of fun to visit people's houses to sing carol and gave everyone wishes in this joyous season. The hosts were being hospitable to us and prepared a lot of food for us, it's yummy! Phew, we finished it almost by 1.00 a.m.

This is one of the place we went...

24th Dec Christmas Eve Gathering
The family of mine were in KL and I was having a gathering with my friends at Blue Garden. Susan, thanks for your ais kacang ! It's very kind of us to give up our seats for the people standing outside of the restaurant, pity them, so that's why we didn't do the countdown.

25th Dec Feliz Navidad
Worshiping in church...

Pastor Chin was giving sermon.

For the first time my sister was doing her violin performance in church.

Worshipers and visitors

Messy... too many songs to be played.

Drama...

My Christmas presents

My Christmas Look XD

ChiLDreN ParTY :-)

Let's sing our Christmas song... Feliz Navidad!!!

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero Año y Felicidad.

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero Año y Felicidad.

I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
.: *^^* http://media.17vn.com :.
I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
From the bottom of my heart. (x2)

There's a children party in church today at 3.00 pm. I was entrusted to take my youngest sister there. I wouldn't go there without bringing a child. Hello, it's a children party! I'm going to be seventeen next year for goodness sake. What am i being there alone? It's fun to have so many kids there. Pep, pep, pep...


Pastor Pearl and Michael are giving explanation on how to play... THIS GAME




Passing the rubber band with a straw... Are u going to use your hand? No way!!!


Our supreme song leader, hehe, ah jet (right) n another one is zhen hao or zhen zhou??? sorryyyyy, i can't differentiate the twins in the pic.


Attagirl, attaboy, grab the balloon!!!Well done!!! As many as u can!!!

Why on earth they are wearing the mask??? It's drama... It's pity i don't record it in video, out of batteries...

They are cute right? Aren't they?


Um, what is ah pek doing?
Crowded with kids.

Back from SU Sports Camps

I'm baaacck. Well, I've been to Scripture Union Sports Camp for the last 4 days, from Wed to Sat. It's a real big fun camp!!! I hope I can be there for one week more! Frankly, I'm not keen on sports but the camp was just fun... it's actually brought me closer to sports. This was the first time i learnt frisbee, floorball, archery ( damn love it), Captain's ball, skittle, galah panjang, dodgeball etc. Which sport do i prefer? Archery of course, i needn't to run here and there, what i had to do was just standing still in right position, holding the bow with an arrow, aiming the bulleye and shoot it! I've got three!Not that embarassing, hehe... Now' i m still aching all over...


My group members, Cowton. (Left) Khin Fhoong, me, Aster.(Right) John, Nicholas, Dylan aka fooweng (our group leader) Keenan, Shun Whye.

Yea, On the way back to Tanjong Malim. The first time I' m taking a photo with twins. Hehe... (behind me)

Days in Klang

Due to my mom's friend reunion, I was in Klang for last two days. Some of her friends are working there. The whole family of mine was staying overnight in Auntie Ah Keok's house in Taman Botanic. That's place is not bad I think, it has a good ambience and there are three shopping complexes just a stone throw away. Auntie Ah Keok was being generous and hospitable to us. She brought us to many places and treated us delicious cuisine in Klang. Oooh, I miss the food especially the bak gu teh!!! I like this kind of occasion. What I mean is the reunion. I like to sit side by side with my mom, listening to their old stories, freak incidents, recent lifestyle… Did I mention freak incident?

We did go round to Pulau Ketam. If you want to go there, you will have to take a boat, it takes about 30 minutes from Port Klang to Pulau Ketam, remember is speed boat.

Things you can found in Pulau Ketam (roughly):

1. Seafood, of course! (Frankly, I don’t like to eat crab and prawn, too lazy to remove the shell and skin)

2. stinking fishy smell ( EWww... OMG, is everywhere!)

Things you can’t found in Pulau Ketam:

1. Car. (Bicycle is their main transportation and the air is clean)

Thus, u can’t see

2. broad blacktop (bituminous macadam). The street has only width in between 2m to 3m.

Cute Smiley Face : )

Last night(1st of Dec in 2008), I was told to watch the sky while I was chit-chatting. At first, I was thinking' What's in god's name up there?' Then, I went out of the house and looked up into the sky... Omigosh!How amazed! That's a cute smiley face there!!! A friend of mine asked me 'Does it means something?' Perhaps. Some might think that is merely a natural phenomena, some might also think that is a hope, a miracle... For me, that's a light at the end of the tunnel. What about you?

Boring Nov Holiday of Mine, Awww

I was being asked why i had been not updated my blog frequently. Bad that. My holiday is real bored, man. I feel that time creeps pretty real slow somehow, sometimes. I am repeating almost the same stuff for every single day I have had in this holiday:

1. Watching drama. Yea, I had finished 4 dramas in this two weeks holiday. (Oooh, I am not potato couch indeed)
2. Practicing songs- Christmas songs, the three piano practical pieces and scales. AGAIN!!!
3. Sodoku puzzles. I thought it was a lame game once but i am getting gradually in love with it. Goodness gracious, I already found the technique to solve it. (Solving sodoku is better than doing nothing, right?)
4. DeTeCTiVe CoNan comic. Addicted. Wanna to get the latest volume of this comic in English version (I guess it is 62, I am reading the chinese version one)I do not prefer to read it online 'cause my eyes easily get weary.
5. Online. If it is more than 3 hours,( even two an a half hours) my mom will surely nags at me.
6. Novels and story books. I just read them half way (bashful), I am not managed to finish them because they make me fall asleep at last. (Whoa, effective than sleeping pills!!!)
7. Tuition classes / Tutorial. It won't end!!! I have just finished Chemistry, Physic, Biology subjects (form 4) in this November. But next months I will have to struggle with Bible Knowlegde and Add Mathematics. ( Oooh, come on, gimme a break, a looooooong break.)

Well,I am looking forward for this coming December 'cause I will have some big plans to do then. Of course, the next month schedules might be a teensy tight. Furthermore, Christmas is around the corner, life will be kinda busy a little little bit.

Hope you enjoy your holidays :-)

Thanksgiving

Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines;
the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation.

( Hab : chap 3 vv. 17-18)

Pastor told us that she likes these verses very much during the sermon in this morning, in fact she likes the whole bible 'cause it is representing the God's Words. She is really a woman full of wisdoms. She thinks differently from the others. She commits her whole life to be part in God work, to be a courageous woman to shepherd the churches.

Good things happen to good people and bad things should happen to bad people. Right? Not always. Our real life experiences tell us that this is not always the case. Pastor is ill, but she has to deal with all the troubles that the church is facing, security problems, deaconry problems, transportation problems... There was an account which the church van had been prized up by some bastards, and some of accessories were stolen. After that, pastor had prayed and thanked for God because she was at home and was not away. I was surprised, normally others would have kept blaming why all this happened to him/she. When she faced the betrayal and accusation of the others, she told me she was not sad. She said why do we need to cling on these unpleasant stuffs? Don't be sad because of one person mistreat us, there are still a lot of people who being kindly to us. Now i have realized even she has to go through all the difficulties, but she is happy because she is not alone, there are still many people lending their helping hand.

If you getting hurt today, thanks to God because there are still a lot of friends supporting and comforting you. If you has lost RM 100 today, thanks to God because you don't lost your brand new hand phone that your dad buy you last week. If you fail your exam (don't fail the final exam), never mind, thanks to God too, because you are blessed to have a good drawing talent etc.

Count your blessings and thanks for pain as well as pleasure.Only ones who always know to give thanks will be truly happy.

Whoooo!!!!

hooray! the great outdoors!
fresh air!
trees!
fruits!
and rains...

As far as every student who is having Civic lesson is concerned, we will have to carry out a project aka Khidmat Masyarakat. It is compulsory for us to do it every year. Um, believe me Civic is kinda boring, for me it is like the another Moral subject. I guess this project is the only fun thing in the syllabus. This year we gonna have it Kuala Selangor!
I have posted some photo to share with you, beholddddddd...

The TROPICAL FRUIT GARDEN in Batang Berjuntai.





TAMAN ALAM KUALA SELANGOR

Sharvind! or Tarzan?! Walking in the jungle

Almost half an hour already!

There are many holes on the earth in the forest. Still wondering how does it form?
Weary!!! We want rest!!!

What a bad day!

mood: :-(

I feel really miserable today, i have an squabble with one of my friend. Well, i admit that arguing with people has already become my usual stuff. This is tiring. If this happened to me in last two years ago, I would had been crying all day long, now you could agree with my mom that i am bellicose and always having the desire to win, but one thing, i won't twist the truth. But today i don't mean to be contentious, i feel that he should change his attitude.The manner of fact is if you are holding a post in anywhere, you should make sure you take the responsibility and do your part seriously for the sake of everyone. I don't want to explain too much here about what has happened about him and dig up this unpleasant thing again. Sometimes I feel that being quiet and pretending don't know what's going on is better. Next time, i would just :-# keep my mouth shut.

Take a DEEP breath... release... *forget this stupid stuff*

Here I am!!!

Hi, this is my first day here. This is what people has quoted mostly when they started they first blogging. I think this is a so-called traditional way and i shouldn't breaking it. Um, i have made up my mind to have my blog since three weeks ago when my final exam was going on. I was tortured badly for doing revision at the very eve of the exam, trying to memorise everything as much as possible. This couldn't blame anyone I know, I was always telling myself:" Emerlyn, serve you right.Who ask you to do your revision last minute?" During that period, i was thinking to die! This was true, i didn't mean to scare you. If you are not alive, you needn't to study, you needn't to face the unpleasant stuff and all sort of pains. Buttttt, I didn't have the courage... So I wanted a space for myself to release all my mind. Well, actually i signed up this blog on 31th Oct (yesterday) but my first posting is on 1st Nov, i wonder which would be my blog's birthday?

Well, today i have skipped all my tuition classes and gone to KL with my buddies. I was looking forward to watch High School Musical 3 and had a superduper weekend with my buddies after battling with the final exam for this heck of three weeks. This was not the first time I went with my buddies of course, but this was the first time I... let me tell you this, everything was going smoothly at the beginning. We had bought a 6.00pm bus ticket back to Tanjong Malim because we had promised to go to our friend's house for Deepavali dinner at 7.30pm. We were supposed to leave Times Square early a bit and wait at the Pudu bus station at 5.45pm. It was nearly 5.30pm, some of my friends were still strolling at the shopping mall, some were reading at Boarders. (Whoa , so hardworking!) All the buddies had to gather together first and rushed to the bus station! It was quite later than what we expected. Egg Egg decided not to take the monorel to there because he was worrying we couldn't catch up with time. That's mean we had to walk from Jalan Imbi - Jalan Bukit Bintang- Jalan Tong Shin - Jalan Pudu. We were walking with the speed of 3m/s as though we were taking part in EXplorace (TV programme, the contestants have to act hurriedly to finish the tasks given and reach the end point) like what i watched in TV. I seldom exercise. The rush had made me looked like a drowned mouse. I had always had a stomach-ache while i was running. I think my muscle was producing too much of lactic acid at that time due to the anaerobic respiration.( proud to be a biology student, lol)

The road was damn busy and there was an incident which HoHozhai nearly knocked down by the car when he ran across the road like chicky. We were all shocked and our heartbeat really stopped at that millisecond. Thank God, he is still alive now. We were palpitated with fear especially yeeling. Luckily we arrived there before 6. They all scolded Ho on the bus for his dangerous action (ho, they care for you). Hehe, this was really a good time for me to scold him for he always bullied me at school ( haha, too bad me).

What i have gained from the shopping ? Um, i am still thinking am i too stupid for buying two black watches? I coudn't make up my mind which to choose, one of them looked really cute and lovely, another one looked gorgeous, so i just bought two. I would like to say my gratitude to my girlfriends, they had accompanied me to more than 10 shops in Times Square just to look for a suitable shoes for me but sorry i didn't buy one because they were not my ideal shoes.

Okay, that's it for today.