I was really unhappy for this whole morning. Who mind? Not even your best friends knew that. They didn't even give a damn care on you... NO... they shouldn't be called best friends. I thought maybe it's hard to discover, but when the PK Koko asked me," Are you fine? You look sad." I knew I had clearly shown the feeling in my facial espression. Forget it, at least not everyone of them being that ignorant and not supportive and... this is not the only reason that made me down today.
This is my last time I go for extra-curriculum in school. I don't see the point. It is good that KRS already has its qualified successors and reserves. Qualified, higher rank... meaning that they needn't to give respect to seniors, being rude to seniors? I didn't mean to be ego, sarcastic, snobbish or having bias towards anyone. The teachers don't even look at you... human... they take you because they want to use you. Who mind how do you sacrifice to accomplish it? So, you think you are good huh. I tell you... don't be too happy with that, you will find yourself lose your useful value one day. This is my last time, sitting in the middle of the field with all the form 5s, in KRS t-shirt.
Friends,
be humble, you can learn more.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
SCHOOL again!
Here I am, on the 2nd day of the 2nd semester... it's about time I have to REALLY work hard for SPM, I mean I need a 100% of concentration on that. Well, the 1st sem break was a wasted holiday, too much relax made me became more lazy... that's why I prefer to take a short break.
Our school is under renovation, we had our classroom painted, new tables, new chairs, new windows, new doors... on top of that, we had our drain repaired (if you were in my school, you would know well why I am saying this).
Our school is under renovation, we had our classroom painted, new tables, new chairs, new windows, new doors... on top of that, we had our drain repaired (if you were in my school, you would know well why I am saying this).
Thursday, June 11, 2009
There is nothing much I could do
It's damn irritating...
I didn't mean to hurt a friend, I don't know this friend could be so sensitive on this STUFF...
Why am I always regret easily after I have done something/made a decision... something/decision that not everyone could claims it is right... why am I always not sure...
There is nothing much I could do, I had apologized... is it ain't enough? Is it the way you want me to get my come-uppance?
I didn't mean to hurt a friend, I don't know this friend could be so sensitive on this STUFF...
Why am I always regret easily after I have done something/made a decision... something/decision that not everyone could claims it is right... why am I always not sure...
There is nothing much I could do, I had apologized... is it ain't enough? Is it the way you want me to get my come-uppance?
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Passed
AT LAST, I can get my P-license and be one of the user on the road. Thank God.
Today I met a Malay girl, she's quite nice. We chatted about her life in Australia and my school life. Luckily she's there, I would be boring without her in the waiting hall. I knew she has failed when I saw her holding the red paper. Too bad, I didn't get to talk to her after the test. Amira, nice to meet ya, GAMBATEH for your next test!
Today I met a Malay girl, she's quite nice. We chatted about her life in Australia and my school life. Luckily she's there, I would be boring without her in the waiting hall. I knew she has failed when I saw her holding the red paper. Too bad, I didn't get to talk to her after the test. Amira, nice to meet ya, GAMBATEH for your next test!
Monday, June 1, 2009
Check It Out
HI THERE! I'm baaccck. :-
Goo Jun Pyo (Lee Min Ho) is the hot-headed leader of F4. Exasperated by Jan Di's act of defiance, he makes her a target of bullying. But as time passes, he begins to admire Jan di's determination and will and falls in love with her. He is the heir of Shinhwa Group, and after his father 'supposedly' passes away, he inherits and begins to run the Shinhwa Group along with his mother.
Yoon Ji Hoo (Kim Hyun Joong) is a calm and soft-spoken boy who likes to play the violin, piano and guitar and conduct an orchestra. He is a grandson ofKorea France
So Yi Jung (Kim Bum) is F4's perennial playboy. Handsome and gifted with a brilliant smile.Yi Jung also has a knack of sweets words that could make every girl fall for him. Even Geum Jan Di's friend, Chu Ga Eul could not escape his charming ways.He is from a family of well-known artists, and is a reputed potter himself. His family owns an art gallery that exhibits national treasures.
Song Woo Bin ( Kim Joon), from their origin in the underground, his family now runs a prominent construction business. The family owns real estate throughout the country.
Chu Ga Eul ( Kim so Eun) is Jan Di's best friend. She falls in love with Yi Jung
Goo Jun Hee (Kim Hyun Joon), Jun Pyo's sister.
Ha Jae Kyeong (Lee Min Jeong), Jun Pyo's fiancee.
Boys Over Flowers_Correlation Chart
Happy Holiday!!!
"Anneung" !- 88
Well, I have just finished watching a Korean drama – Boys Over Flowers, which have kept me from updating my blog after my mid year exam. I have really wanted to watch this drama so much before the exam, but study just make this desire bearable.
For those who hasn’t watch this drama yet, just take a look at this:
Boys Before Flowers aka Boys Over Flowers (꽃보다 남자) is a Korean drama adaptation of the Japanese manga Hana Yori Dango. This is the 3rd television drama adaptation of the popular Japanese manga Hana Yoru Dango after the success of Taiwanese version – Meteor Garden and Japanese version – Hana Yori Dango.
Format: Drama / Romantic Comedy created by Kamio Yoko
Starring :
Koo Hye Sun
Lee Min Ho
Kim Hyun Jun
Kim Bum
Kim Joon
Han Chae-young
Kim Hyun Joo
Kim So Eun
Opening theme: "
Ending theme
Season 1:"Because I'm Stupid" by SS501
Season 2: "Making a Lover" by SS501
Country of origin : South Korea
No. of episodes: 25 (this has take me 3 days to finish it)
**Starring**
Goo Jun Pyo (Lee Min Ho) is the hot-headed leader of F4. Exasperated by Jan Di's act of defiance, he makes her a target of bullying. But as time passes, he begins to admire Jan di's determination and will and falls in love with her. He is the heir of Shinhwa Group, and after his father 'supposedly' passes away, he inherits and begins to run the Shinhwa Group along with his mother.
Geum Jan Di (Koo Hye Sun) is from a poor family with a fierce and weed-like determination. She first liked Ji Hoo, who was the only one who showed any compassion while she was bullied. Eventually Jun Pyo begins to fall in love with her, and as he expresses his feelings towards her, she gradually begins to reciprocate those feelings. Jan Di later is determined to pursue the medical industry after realizing she can't swim because of her shoulder.
Yoon Ji Hoo (Kim Hyun Joong) is a calm and soft-spoken boy who likes to play the violin, piano and guitar and conduct an orchestra. He is a grandson of
Song Woo Bin ( Kim Joon), from their origin in the underground, his family now runs a prominent construction business. The family owns real estate throughout the country.
Chu Ga Eul ( Kim so Eun) is Jan Di's best friend. She falls in love with Yi Jung
Goo Jun Hee (Kim Hyun Joon), Jun Pyo's sister.
Ha Jae Kyeong (Lee Min Jeong), Jun Pyo's fiancee.
Boys Over Flowers_Correlation Chart
Happy Holiday!!!
"Anneung" !- 88
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Driving Test
6th May,
How embarrassed I was today!
I was having my driving test today, the very first one in my life. Well, everything had been worked out nicely excepttttttt for the parking test. ;( I just dunno why I was so stupid for hitting the pole that was right in front of me. Actually, I was trying to adjust the car to the span between the 3rd and 4th poles after making a turn to right and I shouldn't press the accelerator instead of releasing the clutch slowly. While the car was about to hit the pole, it's too late to brake to make it stop immediately due to large momentum. I was sort of dunno-what-to-do. This is part of me, the clumsy one. I' m supposed to be retested on 20th May but I'll be having my mid year standardize test on that day so next month will be my next chance, I swear I'm not going to fail it again.
7th May,
The next second I walked into the class in this morning, smirking faces, sarcastic looks were everywhere to be seen. I didn't mean to let everybody know I was taking the driving test except some of my friends but news was spreading like fire since... well, I'm not sure about that. It seemed like the whole form 5 and the teachers as well knew I had 'failed' my driving test and my classmates started laughing and teasing me around. " Excuse me, I didn't actually fail my driving test, I passed my road test, okay." This was what I said to cover my actual stupidity. Should I THANK to those who were 'promoting' the news for giving chances for me to explain it??? ;( I don't blame them, anyway.
Keeping my fingers cross for the next test.
How embarrassed I was today!
I was having my driving test today, the very first one in my life. Well, everything had been worked out nicely excepttttttt for the parking test. ;( I just dunno why I was so stupid for hitting the pole that was right in front of me. Actually, I was trying to adjust the car to the span between the 3rd and 4th poles after making a turn to right and I shouldn't press the accelerator instead of releasing the clutch slowly. While the car was about to hit the pole, it's too late to brake to make it stop immediately due to large momentum. I was sort of dunno-what-to-do. This is part of me, the clumsy one. I' m supposed to be retested on 20th May but I'll be having my mid year standardize test on that day so next month will be my next chance, I swear I'm not going to fail it again.
7th May,
The next second I walked into the class in this morning, smirking faces, sarcastic looks were everywhere to be seen. I didn't mean to let everybody know I was taking the driving test except some of my friends but news was spreading like fire since... well, I'm not sure about that. It seemed like the whole form 5 and the teachers as well knew I had 'failed' my driving test and my classmates started laughing and teasing me around. " Excuse me, I didn't actually fail my driving test, I passed my road test, okay." This was what I said to cover my actual stupidity. Should I THANK to those who were 'promoting' the news for giving chances for me to explain it??? ;( I don't blame them, anyway.
Keeping my fingers cross for the next test.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Time to say Goodbye
1st of May, a saddening news struck my family and me far too painfully. Heart sank. Gonggong'd gone, it meant for ever this time, he would never come back to us again. Yet I hope it is only a convincing dream that all of us confused with the reality. Was it because gonggong was a kind person that the Lord wanted to take him Home???
It was only two weeks ago I went back to Kota Bharu where my's mommy hometown is, to visit gonggong with my family. He had been admitted into the hospital since March, he was diagnosed for having a severe COPD. We knew well his condition wasn't good because he went to hospital for this few years on and off but I didn't expect it as a last visit, I could hardly to imagine the next time we go back without seeing gonggong sitting at the living room waiting for our arrival.
Due to the far distance we parted, we're managed to meet him only in the long holiday in Dec if he didn't come to our place. When I was small, I was always waiting in anticipation to go back to KB not because of I can get a flight over there of course, if we went there by car, I was still willing to follow although the journey took 8-9 hours long.
He was indeed a kindhearted and hardworking person. He always thought of others first before himself. He had a hard life, with the little money he could spare, he lent to his friends or anyone he knew who were in need without expect anything back. At the age of sixties, he's still working, as long as he was able to work, he didn't want to do nothing at home.
That time, I mean while he was still healthy, he would walk us to the nearest grocery shop every evening to buy me and my sister some 'san cha'- a type of candy and ice-cream. He would bought himself some cigars which was placed behind the counter. A day before the coming of Festival of 'Tung Zhi', together we made the 'Tang Yuan', after that we would pray to the idol of god and to the sky for he was a Buddhist. He would hold our hands with his big and warm hands and prayed for us. Every year I would get new colour pencils from him which was really pleased me for the whole holiday and I would keep them very carefully in my bag until the kindergarten reopened. For some of the holiday, he came to visit us at my house with grandma, he would sit silently beside my piano and listened while I was practicing the songs that made my fingers jerked sometimes, I knew it wasn't nice but he never complained it, he would just remained silent there, at the seat...
Remorse, I had never celebrate birthday for gonggong. Just a few days ago when popo showed me his I/C and realized that his birthday was actually on 8th Nov.
I really miss gonggong...... he told me not to cry during the last visit but I couldn't help myself, if I knew that was the last time, I would hold his hand even longer. To fulfil what I've promised to him, that's the only I could do for him.
It's time to say goodbye to our beloved granddad,
Go in Peace......
We love you......
It was only two weeks ago I went back to Kota Bharu where my's mommy hometown is, to visit gonggong with my family. He had been admitted into the hospital since March, he was diagnosed for having a severe COPD. We knew well his condition wasn't good because he went to hospital for this few years on and off but I didn't expect it as a last visit, I could hardly to imagine the next time we go back without seeing gonggong sitting at the living room waiting for our arrival.
Due to the far distance we parted, we're managed to meet him only in the long holiday in Dec if he didn't come to our place. When I was small, I was always waiting in anticipation to go back to KB not because of I can get a flight over there of course, if we went there by car, I was still willing to follow although the journey took 8-9 hours long.
He was indeed a kindhearted and hardworking person. He always thought of others first before himself. He had a hard life, with the little money he could spare, he lent to his friends or anyone he knew who were in need without expect anything back. At the age of sixties, he's still working, as long as he was able to work, he didn't want to do nothing at home.
That time, I mean while he was still healthy, he would walk us to the nearest grocery shop every evening to buy me and my sister some 'san cha'- a type of candy and ice-cream. He would bought himself some cigars which was placed behind the counter. A day before the coming of Festival of 'Tung Zhi', together we made the 'Tang Yuan', after that we would pray to the idol of god and to the sky for he was a Buddhist. He would hold our hands with his big and warm hands and prayed for us. Every year I would get new colour pencils from him which was really pleased me for the whole holiday and I would keep them very carefully in my bag until the kindergarten reopened. For some of the holiday, he came to visit us at my house with grandma, he would sit silently beside my piano and listened while I was practicing the songs that made my fingers jerked sometimes, I knew it wasn't nice but he never complained it, he would just remained silent there, at the seat...
Remorse, I had never celebrate birthday for gonggong. Just a few days ago when popo showed me his I/C and realized that his birthday was actually on 8th Nov.
I really miss gonggong...... he told me not to cry during the last visit but I couldn't help myself, if I knew that was the last time, I would hold his hand even longer. To fulfil what I've promised to him, that's the only I could do for him.
It's time to say goodbye to our beloved granddad,
Go in Peace......
We love you......
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