I LOVE MY COUNTRY BUT THE COUNTRY DOESN'T SEEM TO LOVE ME

I'm truly upset

About things that happen repeatedly year after year.

I have been one of them

To have this dispiriting, depressingly similar experience;

From hero, I become a zero.

Aloha

Very quietly I come back to here;
as quietly as I took my leave.

Just want to say...

THANK YOU

Lord, because I'm still alive!

THANK YOU

Daddy, Mommy and Popo

for everything that you all give me.

THANK YOU

Gonggong

if you could hear me from heaven

your granddaughter is 18 now.

THANK YOU

This photo was taken on 30 January 2010 after the dinner in Easy Cafe.

THANK YOU

Gan CJ, Kok Yee and Jiin

stayed up late at night

and wished me at 12 SHARP

THANK YOU

for all the wishes in Facebook or through SMS

Touching

because of you all

Da Vincci's Exhibition

The exhibition was over on the date of 17th January 2010 and I actually visited in National Science Center during last year with my daddy. Visitors were not allow to take photo but I still couldn't help myself to grab some pictures unnoticed by the others and I didn't see any CCTV. That's actually a lot but I will just post some of my favourite ones.

A clock that can tell you the hours, minutes, the position of sun, moon and star.

Portable piano

Double flute

And sorry about this, I forgot what the name of the creature... XD

Life is still going on

Well, it's to time update my blog. It'd been about a week since the last posting.It sounds an obligation to me now, not to leave my blog just like that. Actually, this is not my early intention to create a blog, it's not for others or any other things else, it's for me, for me... So what is my intention now?

Emerlyn, people will get a move on if you continue all these CRAPs.

Okay.

I just had my computer reformatted last week, I thought I could get it back after 2 or 3 days. But the technician told me I would have to wait for 4 days. Fine. After that, I didn't receive any call from them ( Chinese always like to say, no news is good news, and I would say that it should a bad news) so I decided to find them on Friday, the 7th day and I got my PC back on the 8th day at last. I thought the shop always has its efficiency all the time, but it seems not for now anymore.

It is already the third week I work and I'm still thinking to get out of here. There were some people saw me working in the shop and gave me a very BIG SURPRISE look. Yes, I'm my mother's daughter. Why would people have the thought that a teacher doesn't allow his/her child to have a part time job? My granddad and ganny were also, a headmaster and a teacher and they allowed their five children to go out to work after their GCE last time.

This coming Wednesday will be the fourth week I have my guitar lesson. Guys, tell me your favourite songs so that I can practice or even play for you. It will be my pleasure. :-D Learning guitar is not a hard nor harsh thing, just that you have to bear the pain in your finger tips for the first few weeks because you need to press the strings against the frets. Well I had experienced it when I played my sister's violin so it was not a problem to me since then.

Nothing special happen to me recently... Life is damn boring... I want to study so much... Really... Those who are studying, appreciate what you are doing now. Sometimes I would think that what would Da Vincci make up if he is put into a life which is a bad and sad situation like he can't do whatever he likes or even to chase his dream? What would also Vikhna ( the brilliant girl that I had ever met before the presence of Shekinah) or Ke Yang (the brainiac that got 13 A in his spm trial) do? What would you, who are reading this do? Life is still going on, nevertheless.

Back to school on last Monday to take my certificate. Met my former teachers, THEY TOLD US THEY MISS US, OUR BATCH, OUR CLASS. So do I. 

And this is from Ho's blog. Thumb up to his words.

'They said that they missed our batch a lot. Haha... Of course they do. I'm not acting arrogant but which class can really pick up and stand head to head compared to ours? We definitely have the ability to make peoples around us happy and remember us when we are separated. So guys and gals, give a clap to students from Form 5 2009!!"

A kind reminder to you, Ho: Be careful, later our juniors shoot you.

Our Mr. Seow has his new blog already! Gambateh to him!

Support our group - 1992 TM Babies in facebook. Ke Yang, the group creator said we can change the group name if we think it is not suitable. Ke Yang,  I had a goose bumps when I heard it for the first time, but now I already get used to it. :P Appreciate it, guys. Bring me up to date at there.

Days are lacking pace

So I worked for a week and still, I'm working now. Apparently it is only to fulfill my mom's wish, work, learn and gaining some exposures, she says. There is always a sickening thought inside me of escaping from the place where I am working now. Why not my parents just let me go to my dad's working place or work in my godfather's office? So that, at least, I can do my job in a air-conditioned place. I totally FEEL the global warming everyday now. 

I'm working, on average, six hours per day. So you guys might think that six hours aren't long period but for me, it seems a decade. Time is pacing very SLOWLY when you do something you don't like. Thank God, the boss didn't claim me to work longer than that. Well, he requested but I rejected or else I won't be blogging now, :-) Anyway, I'm going to quit it before CNY but I have a bone in my throat telling him because they are still short of workers.

Despite that, the level of my endurance and patience is getting higher and higher ever since working. :-D

The Sun Will Rise on Tomorrow

It was another night that I spent, lying awake in bed although I was exhausted. 

The urge is getting gradually stronger day by day.

Sigh.
Hoping there is a heavenly hand reaching out for me and pull me out from this whirlpool.