Parent - Teacher Conference Day

Is it a day of reckoning? Well, not exactly in my school. We seemed to be happy and we welcomed our chums' parents so warmly, greeted them loudly in the class. Auntie! Uncle! You could be amused when your friends praised your mom is pretty and dad is young and handsome. Why I didn't realize that? :D

I always maintain my results higher than/on the average score and make sure I'm not the last in the class so nothing to worry about it, I'm in the 8th placing in the mid term. I was worry if Pn. Moga would make a bad report on my behaviour to my mom, haha... luckily she didn't. Actually, I'm well behaved at school, most of the time. Sometimes I would be rebelious when I'm with friends. This is one of the characteristics of 5 Science 1.

Worry trigger

Why would I have to do this? It's not the way I used to do... Do I have the choice? Why need to think twice? I'm the chairperson... but still I'm thinking, do I have the choice? Sometimes I hate myself for not able to withstand my opinion when confronting the others and let them follow my way. I am so upset... why did the teacher never discuss with me when she made the decision? She should get agreements from everyone, not part of them! Why did some of them just simply spitted out the words without thinking its consequence? They may not know even the words they think it won't create a impact can lead to a misunderstanding, and, the others have to suffer the result. I really hate those people who only know to talk, talk, talk... even worse when they keep on repeating thing doesn't make any sense without listening to others' advises because they thought everything will be going smoothly. I don't want to do thing that against my principle so don't ask me collect the money! The money that we should not take! A change, I need.

I'm so sorry to my brother for what they have done. It was done. My friends, thank you guys for able to understand the situation. How happy I am when I turn from the problem to you guys, you all always cheer me up... I love you.

Sorry guys if you are reading this, you may feel irritated and not knowing about any damn thing that happened. I blog this because I just want to release my anger, not mean to hurt anyone.

SATURDAY in Ipoh

I don't like the smell of crowd, it's so sickening and suffocating. Pn Lau dropped us in Ipoh Parade right after Oral Bible Knowledge Quiz. We were planning to watch movie at first, except for Shekinah, for the rest of us had no mood to do the window shopping but there was only two movies were on today - Transformer (I'm going to watch it in school) and Ice Age ( Oh, I don't watch cartoon... to be precisely animation, seldom) After having lunch, we went to Popular and I managed to get Kenny G's album at there, then I accompanied Shekinah to cloth shop and accessories shop while the boys were reading... dunno why I was so boring, nothing can really touch me or catch my eyes. I had no appetite when Shekinah was eating my favourite cheese cake. After that, we just hanging around for some hours, like roamer... without any objective. At last, four of us were like stupid, standing in front of one of the DVD shop, watching Micheal Jackson's concert.

Thank God we had made it to the final in the contest and soon we will be going for the national quiz. Chemistry quiz and Physics quiz are also coming in this month and I haven't do the read up yet... thousand worries + worries = ???

One of theThousand Worries

I am going to have the Bible Knowledge Quiz at Methodist Girls School, Ipoh tomorrow... I'm so worry because I'm not well prepared. I just don't know why I can't remember most of the incidents happened, though I had studied all the parables, I would forget when I come back to it. I pray... that God will give me strength to carry on, I'm so discourage now. Also give me wisdom so that I can understand thoroughly and have it clearly in my mind. Oh, I'm so afraid of incriminating my partner, I know she and the teacher are going to be upset if I make a mistake or even fail to answer in verbal. If we make it to final part, we will have oral context questions IN THE HALL ON THE STAGE which is the most panicking part, everyone will be looking at you. If I'm nervous, how am I going to answer the questions??? Dare not think about it. My friends asked why am I so inconfident in myself, this is because I'm only little human... my ability is only that small...

PLKN

I was told to check the list of conscripts names of national service of 2010 yesterday.
Thank God, I wasn't selected to participate the national service. I need not to worry how terrible if the pimples 'flourish' on my face, what if I become darker, how would I look if I am fatter, how do I get injured due to my bad coordination... well I know, we could have fun and experience over there but :C there was undeniably some scary incident happened on the conscripts during the national service... Some of my friends are sad and feel constrained because their will have to spend their sweet after-SPM- holiday in PLKN yet there are some of them would like to enrol voluntarily for it... :D ... there is one of my friend cried today... because of this, I tried to comfort her but she was so reluctant to accept the good will of others... she has been like that way always...sigh, just pray that God could help her.

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Peace out

Just came back from Thorng's house, I hadn't seen her for a few months already... she is doing well now, just finished the exam... stunning, she had to sit for exam just after a month she entered HELP, it's too quickly...

Ernest is going to USM tomorrow... good luck, brother.

Jiayao will be leaving for Perlis soon... all the best to her too.

And,
Emerlyn, you only have four months left for SPM.

Everyone was talking about the death of the King of Pop, Michael Jackson in this morning... it's so suddenly...it's pity that this born-to-be singer is no more but as long as you love his music fans, he will remain in your heart, good music is immortal in this world... I'm listening to his song at this moment...

Totally OBSESSED

I'm not sure that since when my school chums and me keen on reading the twilight saga books... the four books are totally another good choices for me and chums beside Harry Potter and The Lord of The Ring. I lovin'them... muackkkkkkk...I'm so excited to finish the last book. Please note that the movie New MOon is going to release in this November.

Here you can anything about the twilight saga,
please visit to the official website:
http://www.thetwilightsaga.com/