^-^ A Journey Through The Life ;-)

So far so good

2010-07-14T02:16:00.000-07:00

Life is kinda okay now... Thank God, friends at here are friendly and helpful and that make me no longer a worry wart now, I don't have to worry how am I going to live at here for the rest of 18 months.

Yes! I finally can take the bus back and forth between Subang and Sunway alone without any mistake and I made it for two days. My sense of direction is so weak that make me lost in Sunway for two times. I mistakenly got off the bus at wrong bus stop, and didn't know which way to take to go home and I ended up calling my uncle came and fetched me.

I'm doing fine here. Don't worry about me especially mommy and daddy.

I need to finish all the lecturer's notes today so that I wont be leaving behind the class. My classmates are so diligent, they finish a chapter before the teacher starts teaching. I'm not going to sleep if I don't finish my chemistry today. Buck up!

Is she a good person?

2010-07-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

FUuuuhhhh, I have cleaned my room at last! The room, my temporary room is more clean than few hours ago. Layers of dust by years mark made me itchy. I can say that cleaning is a bit like a toil, but is worth it because I can breathe in the fresh air now. Damn miss my home, it is warmer and it is cleaner. I really feel impress and appreciate my mom for able to do the house chores so perfectly.

Let's talk about college, I just had my first lesson today. It really got me on nerves that the lecturer failed to enter the class on time successfully. In fact, the lecturer that supposed to be teaching us never enter the class. We were then told by them that they had put another lecturer in charge of our class. =.= He didn't teach anything because he didn't prepare anything in short notice.=.=

I feel really lonely in the midst of Subang. Yee Ling, I really need you badly. There are some friends I just made are nice but I do feel it is very hard to get along with them. I even started feeling scary to somebody, you never really know a person unless you spend times with him/her. And now, I feel that I have no one talk to. Lord, please be with me so that I wont feel alone.

And now I have to get back to business, bye.

You Bet Your Life- it is not easy as it used to be

2010-07-02T01:59:00.000-07:00

Time rushes past and now we have approached to month of July of 2010. My life in college is starting as well.

You know what, I miss my busy life so much, I have been sort of lazing around for 6 months and 19 days despite my part time job in January and February.

Well, I just went to Inti today to finish some enrollment procedures. Oh, I got my time table which is giving me a big headache! There are some days which I'm really free whilst the others are really packed. I expected to finish the class early on Friday so that I can go back to hometown at noon or latest in the afternoon but my plan didn't turn out to be successful now. What I didn't expect is I will have 6 periods of classes in a row and then continue another one period after an hour. Shoot! How nice if I'm staying near to the college, at least I take a nap when I'm tired.

I think I'm going to get sick soon. I didn't feeling so well since this morning. It always happen when I change to new environment, change school, and when I started working. Perhaps I'm sick of the place, the food, the people there ( but I believe there are good people there.)

The orientation today, urm... basically it was an introduction to the college and bringing the freshmen on a campus tour, that's why it called orientation. =.= No ice-breaking or other activities where we were in school. Oh, I miss it so much! The orientation would be boring if stupid Brian didn't make those stupid jokes, oh did I say him stupid... Oops, sorry. I get used to it, using stupid instead of cute or funny in some cases but sometimes I really mean it. Oklah, I admit that he really has great sense of humour. Oh, It nearly slips my mind, there are about hundred of students in CALUK July intake, all of them are Malaysians, no African, no Chinese from China, no Bangladesh, no Japanese, no Korean which lead to little disappointment, haha... anyway I'm go there to meet Korean guy so it's alright.

There's a lot grievances and complaints in my mind now:

A lot of house rules I need to follow.

I don't want to walk a long way under a hot sun.

I really don't know how to take bus in that area.

I'm so shy and afraid to go to church in Subang alone. Where are all the Christian friends? How can I get to the church? I don't prefer to walk a long way, it's a beautiful Sunday dear.

The list will continue to go on...

I LOVE MY COUNTRY BUT THE COUNTRY DOESN'T SEEM TO LOVE ME

2010-06-25T20:18:00.000-07:00

I'm truly upset

About things that happen repeatedly year after year.

I have been one of them

To have this dispiriting, depressingly similar experience;

~~From hero, I become a zero.~~

Aloha

2010-06-24T20:55:00.000-07:00

Very quietly I come back to here;
as quietly as I took my leave.

Just want to say...

2010-02-01T22:30:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU

Lord, because I'm still alive!

THANK YOU

Daddy, Mommy and Popo

for everything that you all give me.

THANK YOU

Gonggong

if you could hear me from heaven

your granddaughter is 18 now.

THANK YOU

This photo was taken on 30 January 2010 after the dinner in Easy Cafe.

THANK YOU

Gan CJ, Kok Yee and Jiin

stayed up late at night

and wished me at 12 SHARP

THANK YOU

for all the wishes in Facebook or through SMS

Touching

because of you all

Da Vincci's Exhibition

2010-01-25T20:59:00.000-08:00

The exhibition was over on the date of 17th January 2010 and I actually visited in National Science Center during last year with my daddy. Visitors were not allow to take photo but I still couldn't help myself to grab some pictures unnoticed by the others and I didn't see any CCTV. That's actually a lot but I will just post some of my favourite ones.

A clock that can tell you the hours, minutes, the position of sun, moon and star.

Portable piano

Double flute

And sorry about this, I forgot what the name of the creature... XD

Life is still going on

2010-01-25T20:23:00.000-08:00

Well, it's to time update my blog. It'd been about a week since the last posting.It sounds an obligation to me now, not to leave my blog just like that. Actually, this is not my early intention to create a blog, it's not for others or any other things else, it's for me, for me... So what is my intention now?

Emerlyn, people will get a move on if you continue all these CRAPs.

Okay.

I just had my computer reformatted last week, I thought I could get it back after 2 or 3 days. But the technician told me I would have to wait for 4 days. Fine. After that, I didn't receive any call from them ( Chinese always like to say, no news is good news, and I would say that it should a bad news) so I decided to find them on Friday, the 7th day and I got my PC back on the 8th day at last. I thought the shop always has its efficiency all the time, but it seems not for now anymore.

It is already the third week I work and I'm still thinking to get out of here. There were some people saw me working in the shop and gave me a very BIG SURPRISE look. Yes, I'm my mother's daughter. Why would people have the thought that a teacher doesn't allow his/her child to have a part time job? My granddad and ganny were also, a headmaster and a teacher and they allowed their five children to go out to work after their GCE last time.

This coming Wednesday will be the fourth week I have my guitar lesson. Guys, tell me your favourite songs so that I can practice or even play for you. It will be my pleasure. :-D Learning guitar is not a hard nor harsh thing, just that you have to bear the pain in your finger tips for the first few weeks because you need to press the strings against the frets. Well I had experienced it when I played my sister's violin so it was not a problem to me since then.

Nothing special happen to me recently... Life is damn boring... I want to study so much... Really... Those who are studying, appreciate what you are doing now. Sometimes I would think that what would Da Vincci make up if he is put into a life which is a bad and sad situation like he can't do whatever he likes or even to chase his dream? What would also Vikhna ( the brilliant girl that I had ever met before the presence of Shekinah) or Ke Yang (the brainiac that got 13 A in his spm trial) do? What would you, who are reading this do? Life is still going on, nevertheless.

Back to school on last Monday to take my certificate. Met my former teachers, THEY TOLD US THEY MISS US, OUR BATCH, OUR CLASS. So do I.

And this is from Ho's blog. Thumb up to his words.

'They said that they missed our batch a lot. Haha... Of course they do. I'm not acting arrogant but which class can really pick up and stand head to head compared to ours? We definitely have the ability to make peoples around us happy and remember us when we are separated. So guys and gals, give a clap to students from Form 5 2009!!"

A kind reminder to you, Ho: Be careful, later our juniors shoot you.

Our Mr. Seow has his new blog already! Gambateh to him!

Support our group - 1992 TM Babies in facebook. Ke Yang, the group creator said we can change the group name if we think it is not suitable. Ke Yang, I had a goose bumps when I heard it for the first time, but now I already get used to it. :P Appreciate it, guys. Bring me up to date at there.

Days are lacking pace

2010-01-16T08:38:00.000-08:00

So I worked for a week and still, I'm working now. Apparently it is only to fulfill my mom's wish, work, learn and gaining some exposures, she says. There is always a sickening thought inside me of escaping from the place where I am working now. Why not my parents just let me go to my dad's working place or work in my godfather's office? So that, at least, I can do my job in a air-conditioned place. I totally FEEL the global warming everyday now.

I'm working, on average, six hours per day. So you guys might think that six hours aren't long period but for me, it seems a decade. Time is pacing very SLOWLY when you do something you don't like. Thank God, the boss didn't claim me to work longer than that. Well, he requested but I rejected or else I won't be blogging now, :-) Anyway, I'm going to quit it before CNY but I have a bone in my throat telling him because they are still short of workers.

Despite that, the level of my endurance and patience is getting higher and higher ever since working. :-D

The Sun Will Rise on Tomorrow

2010-01-15T09:56:00.000-08:00

It was another night that I spent, lying awake in bed although I was exhausted.

The urge is getting gradually stronger day by day.

Sigh.
Hoping there is a heavenly hand reaching out for me and pull me out from this whirlpool.

Without wings, I fall

2010-01-14T23:41:00.000-08:00

It is something you need to climb as high as possible with all you effort to reach for the stars.

The Star Education Fair

2010-01-11T10:36:00.000-08:00

I spent half of my day in KL yesterday as my friends and I participated in The Star Education Fair in KLCC Convention Center. The education fair was really a BIG one, bigger than the one I went in last year. Numerous local and foreign exhibitors were participating, occupying five exhibition halls at KL venue. We also had opportunity to attend career talks but if you went for the one which you was not interested in- like in the case that you was following your friends, it would definitely doze you off. It was the time we were in the medicine & dentistry career talk, one of the lecturer / dentist who I forgot her name said this, ' We are not discriminating the left-handed ( we looked at Ho Yee Shen and started to laugh at him until the lecturer finished her words), but all the dental instruments were designed for right-handed so we will make our students - who is left-handed to use his right hand.' So he is determined to do pharmacy, not because of the joke of course, but the terms needed to finish the course.

As I said there were numerous exhibitors, so we were actually tiring of filling in all the enquiry forms, they were everywhere, some of the inquirers, probably the students from respective colleges or universities were forcing / begging you to fill up the forms, so we took pity on them and helped them. Despite that, the overall visit was good, we got to know a lot of information from the professors, lecturers, counsellors, graduated students or other representatives from the universities and colleges and you got to get a lot of brochures, pamphlets/leaflets and eco-friendly bags or whatever you call them which I don't have a proper place to put them in now. There were a lot of friendly representatives who were standing outside the booth asking you the course you keen on and brought you inside their booth and asked for a counsellor or lecturer for you. I'm really sorry because most of the time I didn't give a look to these people and walked away in the fastest speed I could due to time constraint.

Sometimes, it was quite getting fed up to listen to something you had already known or something you had listened from other counsellors for so many times, so I would prefer to start with ' May I know what...' If you let them start first you would probably wasting your time for about 15 to 20 minutes. The first counsellor that I encountered was an American chiropractor, Prof Michael Thomas Haneline, a soft spoken gentleman. The name was not unfamiliar to me for I have came across many times in the websites or articles about chiropractic. In fact, I was a little bit EXCITED to see him in real person and he was just sitting beside me. OMG. Chiropractic would be my first choice for my further study after A-levels or STPM ( I do not want to do any foundation) if it's God's will. But if I could not make it mainly because of the fees needed is extremely too high ( my parents are still discussing on this matter), it is more expensive than that in medicine, dentistry, pharmacy or engineering, this will be the first and last time I talk about Chiropractic here and I would go for pharmacy or pharmaceutical chemistry.

Chiropractic is a branch of healthcare that focuses on the diagnosis and treatment of disorders of bones and muscles of the body, especially involving the spine (my favourite, you may ask why? Untold reason.) and the effects of these conditions on the nervous system and health in general. Doctors of chiropractic (also referred to as chiropractors) commonly treat musculoskeletal symptoms, such as back pain, headaches, pain in the arms or legs, and many other conditions. Chiropractic offers patients a hand-in approach to healthcare that is drug-free, including examination, diagnosis and treatment. ( Resource: IMU)

What I looking forward to be trained is therapeutic, rehabilitative exercise and common clinical tests such as blood test and x-rays. A chiropractor do not prescribe drugs or perform surgery. The structure of the programme consists of four years of academic and clinical training, followed by one year housemanship. Much of the material is presented in stimulated clinical settings in order to provide real-life experience. ( And how! Students in Malaysia have had more than ten years of spoon-feeding education, not in future anymore, okay!)

For you information, the chiropractic degree programme will commence in this February within the medical faculty. IMU is the FIRST and ONLY institute offer this complete Chiropractic educational programme in Malaysia, as well as Southeast Asia. So you see, new, private, that's why it is expensive. If you wants to apply the IMU scholarship, they will first look into both of your parents' incomes and then your result, the combined income should not exceed RM50 000 per year or else you will be disqualified. Hello! There are very few family can survive with RM50 000 a year or less than that nowadays since the rising inflation especially for them who live in a city. Well, really hope that the fees can be dropped within this two years or money drops from somewhere up there in front of my house. Haha... Money VS Dream.

Reminder: If you want to work in Malaysia in the future, please always make sure that your college or university ( if it is a private one) and the certificate are recognized by the government council/body such as MQA, MMC (medicine), MDC (dentistry) and etc NOT the one does not recognized or the one WILL BE recognized ( who knows the future?)

PS: Miss the Salmon Bento that I had in lunch! Yummy...

PS2: Nicholas Seow, the future-to-be architect is starting to do his study in Taylor today. All the BEST to him! He told that he is going to design a TMCC (derived from KLCC) in the future. What a joke!

Joy to the world

2009-12-28T01:48:00.000-08:00

I ain't in the mood for blogging for these few days and so this post has been put off for two days.

It's the time for the joyful season!!!

22.12.2009

Caroling.

I had repeated the song ' We wish you a Merry Christmas' for more than ten times in Mr. Lee's home, the longest 'We wish you a Merry Christmas' that I played.

Mrs Lee's Foo Chow Tang Yuan was really nice, yummy.
Damien shouted in front of my house in the midnight and my mom asked whether he was insane, I'm not sure about that, haha... Damien and Debra are the most crazy siblings that I have ever meet. They dance and sing in the car. They like to play Lady GaGa's song on the cellphone and then place it near to the microphone in the church (never ever do that in a church or else you will be scolded by pastor). The most crazy thing Damien had done was driving in a zigzag line on the road!

24.12.2009

Christmas Eve Dinner.

Pastor is really a good cook. We asked her to run a restaurant business after she has retired and we are going to invest in her business :-D

We had roaster in this year. I remember Gan Cong Jun always asking me for turkey on Christmas in school and here I have a good news for him, 'Join us next year!'

AND

In the church...

The Christmas tree

Little boy was singing hymn for Jesus

It's true God's never abandon us in any difficulty and woeful predicament. When you feel upset or in trouble, pray... trust Him... There are so people come to me and help me every time I'm in trouble and I believe they are the angels that He sends for me.
Gifts that I bought for those angels from the shop Chosen Treasure.

Reunion

2009-12-19T21:23:00.000-08:00

We had a dinner with a friend - a long lost contact friend, who came back from Perth for holiday at Easy Cafe on Thursday night. She has changed a lot that I couldn't recognize her when I came across with her at Pizza Hut after seven years we parted. At first, there was some kind of queer silence - we were actually cracking our brains to find some topics, but the conversation went on smoothly after that and we talked until 11 pm, unknowingly. Recalling the past, or reminiscence you say, is just like scraping together the jigsaw puzzle, it's great if we gather like this once in a while, thinking back of those time... one part of ours... happiness and sadness...

Me, Ping Ping, Ka Man, Chi Yan

Liyana & Liyana

It's me and Liyana

This was the photo that I took with my friends in Genting Highlands.

I had been there for these two weekends and there was another story why I was there...

It's holiday

2009-12-15T05:23:00.000-08:00

I spent my whole morning in church today, wrapping gifts and packaging snack and candy for the kids on Christmas. Quite sad, this is the only thing I can do now, I hope I can do more to help pastor. Time flies really fast, probably I won't be here next year. Oh Father, just use me. While having my lunch with pastor and the rest of the church members, I received a call from Yee Ling. 'Yamcha.' ' Okay.' She then became mamak again, fetched each one of us from our houses. :-) Then I accompanied Chi Yan and Ping Ping to register their names in the driving school first and I share my driving experiences with them sometime. Well, I can said to be an experienced person but not a good driver till now. :-D After that some of them went for interview, looking for a part time job *skip* I thought we were going out only for gathering and I didn't know they have so much things to do. It's good to have a part time job rather than doing nothing at home.

Why are these packets of sugar arranged like this on the table?

It's a secret between God and us. I found out there's a another use of this packets of sugar beside flavouring the beverage. :-D

We then decided to go to KL tomorrow. I'm going to watch New Moon rain or shine. Any other suggestion? Speaking of movie, my family watched 2012 in cinema, they said it was great. It's a pity I didn't have any time to watch 2012 last time because I was having my exam so I probably will buy a DVD. It will only be done after the shopping.

WATCH OUT FOR YOUR EVIL ACT

2009-12-08T22:39:00.000-08:00

There's a lot of worthless people losing their sense of shame and guilty and always trying to find a way to slander on other 's good name. If you are experiencing this kind of slander from others, don't be upset if you have not done anything they say which is not true, because this is their purpose to mess you up. An advice from a friend of mine.

Here, I have something to say to the person who is trying to defame me by writing all his/ her dirty language at every space that he/ she can find and I would like this person to know I'm not vulnerable to be attacked:

I'm very happy and so thankful if you see this, a few months back, I happened to see your vulgarism about me, I didn't response readily to what you wrote, it was so nauseating and anyone who read it would feel sick and disgusting.

But it doesn't mean I am afraid of you, I don't feel I have to justify anything you write which is not true about me because I have the perfect conscience about the way I live.

I don't try to seek who the eff your are, because I think no point of wasting my time on worthless human like you.

So you think what you have done would make me upset, or should I say in a different way, Fxxx me up? (you are rude so I am treating you in the same way).

I tell you, I don't even give a damn care about this so I don't react to this matter. But you are acting over on all this, abusing others' names, leaving dirty languages in my friends' blog.

Fxxx off! You jackal, running dog of devil! Don't create a mess with my friends. You are wanton disregard for others' well being!

When people read what you wrote, they wouldn't think I am the kind of person you say, what is in their mind is that the one who write the pornographic description is obscene, scurrilous, filthy brute, nasty!

You lose all your sense of shame and still you are not ashamed of your foolish behaviour by keep writing all your dirty language everywhere you find.

You are coward too, you have written all this,and you must have courage to leave your name there but not others' name.

Your are cursed and God will damn you for doing such a thing!

A reminder to you, watch out when you are out, bad thing could strike on those who mistreat and make a bad name for others.

A little update

2009-12-08T02:38:00.000-08:00

I thought there would be jubilation, frenzied clamouring in the field or along the corridor after the Chemistry paper 3 but the school was just calm... Only a few was under excitement, Guna asked us to sign on his school uniform and my signature was jerked. Well, SPM is not over yet, I still have to sit for Chinese paper on next Monday and that will be the LAST paper then I could have a feeling of relief of finishing the last paper just as those who had their last paper on today did. Then, it will be a LONG holidays which I don't really prefer, it's nothing to get excited about and I will idle the days away, watching television. DULL. I slowly come to realize I don't want my school life to come to an end. A few weeks back, it was embarrassed that I cried in the Majlis Doa dan Keberkatan when every student have to get their benedictions from all the teachers, I started to thinking more and more, I will leave them soon and the teacher won't be teaching me anymore and I feel hard to leave them. The girls and the boys were trying to get a few inches away from me, the feeling can be contagious, they just afraid their tears will drop too.

Tomorrow we will have to go back to school to return the books. I have gotten it packed just now, my mom is pleasant to see the bookshelf is clean now. My bookshelf was as it had always been -so messy, it was a pain in my mom's neck, she will be complaining and nagging all day long, asking you to arrange, arrange and arrange, and I always say, later, later, later. Now I want to have a good rest.

3756/2

2009-12-03T10:09:00.000-08:00

Those who had registered for Principle of Account in Spm sat the test on this Tuesday and they knew the question 2 in paper 2 was more difficult than pass few years. The overall questions were alright to me, just that LCCI question was of particular difficult. Personally, I feel that the extra details given were confusing and they occupied one whole page which required the students to do more calculations and adjustments. Two and half hour was only enough for the students to do five questions and students don't have much time to check. As far as I'm concerned, not even one of them in my school managed to balance the account and some of them were not able to finish the answers, no doubt, this would happen in another school. I was so discouraged when I was in that question, nearly broke down. The thought of getting A+ vanished in mind at once and I was so worry it would affect the overall mark. Time should be extended for paper 2 if they would like to continue to give that kind of question!

SPM-ing

2009-11-22T05:52:00.000-08:00

Sick.

Life isn't a bed of roses.

Thunderbird Air Show in Malaysia 2009

2009-10-29T04:07:00.000-07:00

Please get well

2009-10-29T03:45:00.000-07:00

I really do not know what to begin with in this post. A friend of mine is now in ICU, the news of her critical condition was a shock to us on that Monday morning. We made a dash to Slim River Hospital by bus immediately after school, they say she might leave us at anytime. OMG, this should not happen to her, this should not happen to any young 17 tween like us. She used to be a happy-go-lucky person, she liked to befriend to everyone, cracked jokes around with friends and she liked to tickle me every time I passed by her. I, as any others who know her well, could not believe that she would make that kind of decision. If you have the courage to put an end to your life, why don't you keep that courage to face the challenges and difficulty in your life? We know, she is regret when she feels the pain, I pray that she will be able to meet us again like before, still happy, still healthy, still caring. We had lost many people that we love in this year, and we can't afford to lose a friend like her anymore. Please keep her in your prayer that God will place His mighty hand on her to heal her and bless her family.

National Day & Malaysia Day

2009-10-19T20:42:00.000-07:00

Malaysian shall celebrate its National Day and Malaysia Day starting from next year: 31 August and 16 September. I'm looking forward for the celebration in next year.

Brief History:

Federation of Malaya has achieved her independence on 31 August 1957. The UMNO-MCA-MIC Alliance, headed by Tunku Abdul Rahman successful in pressuring the British to relinquish their sovereignty in August 1957, thus making our country an independent nation.

Sarawak, Sabah( British North Borneo) and Singapore and the Federation of Malaya merged to form Malaysia on 16 September 1963.

KRS farewell party *2

2009-10-15T19:31:00.000-07:00

These are photos that I tag from facebook. The farewell dinner that we had yesterday night. Everything about KRS would be ended here...

Where am I? Holding the camera...

Putera-putera KRS from 5 Science 1

Putera-putera KRS from 5 Science 2

They have the potential in modelling, right? Haha...

Puteri-puteri KRS. OMG, where is Elaine?

Jian Hao, Eik, Seow

Loi, the KRS leader and Diva, Gosh! Look at his hair!

Terence, Ke Yang, Man Howe, Nicholas

Ho: (sob) Buddy, gimme a hug, I'll miss you tho' we part.

Seow: Five years... we share our happiness and sadness in KRS. O, bro, come...

The most happiest memory in KRS: Won the marching competition and turned out to be the champion... Having party like this... Being regarded as the best pasukan unit-beruniform

The very sad memory: Quarel among the teammates... it so happened in every team. but we always remember: WE ARE A TEAM!

The most strenuous experience: Absolutely not in camp. Having marching practice from Monday to Saturday every week when the competition was around the corner, the body was aching for the whole month and the colour tone of the skin became darker...

Morning breeze is nice

2009-10-12T06:04:00.000-07:00

Jesus! I jogged in the neighbourhood at 5:30 am. Com'on, maybe it's not a big deal for you but yes for me. My family is sort of the lazy person to wake up early in the morning to do exercise except for my father, he is a taekwondo black belt holder. Once in a while we had a brisk walk in the Proton City Lake, I remember the last time was in mid year of last year, it was also the last time I we had our happy moment with gonggong. My little youngest sister was too lazy to get out of bed, but I was still manage to wake her up and jogged. Since she is so free after her UPSR, she can take her nap after back from school.

We brought a torch, it was dark, for safety concern. How I wish I have a dog, which I will named him Hero, who will protect his master at anytime in anywhere. Just imagine a white dog jogging with you ( not chasing you) and wagging his tail, what a beautiful sight? What a silly thought? I have my weight gained started from August due to the pressure from the exam. I tend to eat a lot during revision. Well, I don't hope to put off weight, exercise just to stay healthy. It's really nice to exercise in the morning. I love the breeze pat on my cheeks.

Bye.

KRS farewell party *1

2009-10-12T05:24:00.000-07:00

Form 5 cadets,

We are sorry to tell you this in short notice that our farewell will be held on this Thursday night. Announcement will be made on Wednesday in the assembly. Do notice that.

KRS Farewell Party 2009

Date: 15 October 2009 ( Thursday)

Time: 7:00 pm
Venue: Blue Garden

Attire: Casual wear outfit (preferable GREEN)

P/S: Guys, if you are regretting for cancellation on the Marble Cheese Cake order from SECRET RECIPE and you think would want it on that day. Please tell me at school.

See you there.

Look before you leap

2009-10-12T04:58:00.000-07:00

We had our lunch in KFC after school today.

O service, where art thy quality?

Next time, we shall have it in PIZZA HUT. But is there any nuances between them? The concept of good service is, unfortunately, rarely experienced in Malaysia.

After the lunch...

I was washing my hands, I had chosen the higher positioned sink.

Ke Yang: (washing his hands too) You should use this one ( the one for kids ), I am much taller.

Emerlyn: Well, I don't want to bend too much..

(Turned to left and pushed a door open.)

Ke Yang: What are you doing?

Emerlyn: I want to go to toilet-lah. What's wrong with the door? I can't push it?

Ke Yang: (cried out) That is Gent-lah! Ladies is on the right side.

Emerlyn: (blushed with embarrassment) Okay, okayyyyyy...

Okay, I'm not sure if others outside there heard it or not since he shouted so loudly. The Ladies was on the left side before the restaurant renovation, I didn't notice that it had been changed...:D

I was being forgotten

2009-10-12T04:22:00.000-07:00

I was being abandoned by the group this afternoon. I hate being a deserted person. I was being forgotten this afternoon. I hate being passed into silence. I hate wandering around in the school compound like an idiot, searching for them who had left me behind. Why no one came to me? I was so cold and helpless, and there was no room for me to hide from the rain. I hate the cruelty.

It was when she came to me, I felt deeply wronged, I started to @#$%^*!@#$%^, when I was brought to the GERAKAN room, I continued to !@#$%^%$#@.I withdrawn myself and settled down in the seat with no one around me. I hate myself being like this. Then I burst into tear and sobbed softly, not wanting to let anyone know. I was so ugly with the crying look. Don't imagine. I hate myself being like this.

I was so heartbroken. When the class was over, they tried to comfort me, firing off with their jokes. DEFEATED. I can't help laughing the way of their looking. Everything was over.

Message: Please pay equally attention to every friend of yours, please let them feel you are always there when they need you. You don't know you are actually important to them. There are 24 hours in everyday of your life, why don't you spend one minute once in a while to understand them? Say sorry and give a smile, the friendship will last even longer. :-)

NO DISTRACTION

2009-10-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

Something wrong with my computer recently, I wonder why most of the programmes and soft wares are uninstalled? Maybe I clicked on something wrong? Friends, I'm sorry because I've promised to send you all the photos that were taken in prayer and at the lunch today. I couldn't upload the photos, maybe next time. I reckon it's time to send my computer for reformatting. Good too, I should have revised for the examination now. No computer, no TV... no distraction.

**STUDY HARDER**

**Or you will be sorry for yourselves**

It is a constant reminder for me after taking my trial result.

A pity Chinese student

2009-09-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

I had finished up reading a Chinese novel this morning, it was a romantic fiction. I was feeling so good when I closed up the last page of the novel. I scarcely remembered when was the last time I read a Chinese novel. Since I entered into secondary school, most of the that I read was in Malay language and English language. Every time I went into a bookstore, I just picked up the Malay and English books for the reason read more to improve my languages other than my mother tongue. You see, out of the twelve subjects, there is one and the only one subject is in Chinese language. That made me Chinese was not as good as it used to be and I felt that it's lagged behind, sometimes, even a simple word, I can hardly remember how to write. So it is very true that practice make perfect.

You know, it's pity being a student taking chinese in my school, there are no particular classroom for the chinese lesson. The teacher and students are responsible to find the class. What make thing worse is, our school do not have extra classes. We study in everywhere, almost all the classrooms in MES (when the classroom was empty), library, laboratory and computer class. I think we haven't been forced to study in canteen for time being. Haha... Sometimes, we will have to shift to another place while the lesson is still going on because XX class students have to study in this laboratory, can't they go to the other laboratory? Why on earth they want to lock the other laboratory? I really hate this kind of disturbance. I think no one will diagree if I say we are like the nomad in the school.

It's not over yet ~

2009-09-17T20:51:00.000-07:00

Finally, I get to drop some lines here. It's holiday now! Yea... Well, my trial is not over yet, still have to sit for BK, so I have to back to the exam on the next Wednesday after next. Yea... I still have to do Sivik and PJK test but I will not touch those book, it is unnecessary and unimportant (because it's not in our SPM), for Sivik, just answer like what you did in moral test, as for PJK, just tembaklah. Guys, how's your trial? Mine, was just plain bad... it's really frightening to think of the result. BUCK UP!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Elaine today! (It's Elaine Pak, not Elaine Khong)

Nothing special about school life recently, as you know, is on trial and we were just busy filling forms and forms. Well guys, enjoy your holiday... For those who want to do revision, GAMBATEH!

A prayer as we are preparing for the exam:

“Lord, give me peace as I open my books and notes.
Grant me a clarity of mind as I prepare for BK and other subjects in my SPM.

Give me insight and wisdom to understand those things that are not clear.

As I read and learn – this is a part of my discipleship.
If I am tense, worried and anxious, I ask for your peace and calm.

Let my mind be rested, my body energized
And my spirit inspired for this exam I have to take.

Give me peace and confidence to do my best.
So that I can reap the rewards of my study.

Be with my friends too

So that they can do well in their study and exam as well.
Christ the Lord I pray,
Amen."

Gimme a BREAK

2009-09-11T03:09:00.000-07:00

We have a short break for today because we don't have to sit for exam on Friday. With Jiin's help, I manage to find two sets of music sheets. I already fed up with non-ceased revision so just forget about the revision and practice.

Today is unusual

2009-09-01T22:35:00.000-07:00

Could you imagine that on the first day of your SPM forecast exam, your school was flooded due to the heavy rain in the morning? The exam hall was usually a dead room, quiet, still, everyone was studying very hard at the very eve of the exam, all of us delved into the books and no distraction could shift our attention. But today was different. As I say it was raining cats and dogs just now, many parts of TM was flooded they say, same to our school. Low landscape, bad drainage system, MES had always become MES Lake. You can see fishes, eels, toads or snakes if you are lucky, or unlucky.

The further I went in the school, the deeper the water was. It was soppy when the water got into my shoes. Then I sat in the exam hall and watched the people passed through the corridor, luckily the water didn't flow into the hall. The exam was bustling. I found that 95% of the students walking in the water in their shoes, only 5% of them walking barefoot in the water with their shoes in their hands. This 5% students are smart. I guess no one is willing to wear a pair of wet shoes throughout a day. Ka Man and Vikhna even more clever, they stepped on the chairs, and move another chair to the front to do the walking, three to four chair they used I guess ( Kaman, correct me if you see this) like the game we used to play in the Sports Camp.

The hall was damp, wet and it was more merrier than usual. Well, just imagine 50% of the candidates went through they exam without wearing the shoes! We did! What a joke!

Let's party

2009-08-24T04:46:00.000-07:00

Bitterness

2009-08-21T02:40:00.000-07:00

This morning, some of the classmates were asking me how was the examination going. Thanks for their concerns but I didn't know how to answer them. When I said to Atifa that I was doing very bad, the probability for me to fail is high, she hugged me, I felt like I wanted to cry on her shoulder very much. Why am I so stupid? Failed the car driving test once, did not manage to get to the final round in national bible oral quiz, my monthly test result dropped and now I might have to face the failure in piano examination. Sob.

Pn Lau was giving a lecture on teknik menjawab soalan to us today, kind of a seminar. The sixth 'ceramah teknik menjawab' for the form 5 students. I tried to mentally digest everything she said. Just hoping that I wont forget that. My physic result dropped from A2 to C5. When can I get an A1? Sigh. Bad student.

I just bought some presents with Yee Ling, Chi Yan, and Manhowe as our consultant. We have to buy 14 presents, and out of the 14, we need to buy 10 for boys. But it seemed he didn't help too much. Hehe. Please, don't mention to him, please, please, please. One and a half hour, we were busy choosing the present at the shop. I'm worrying about Teck Li's present now. I wasn't there with them to choose the tie. How is the tie look like? Our birthday cum gathering party will be held on tomorrow. Again, this time we will celebrate with Sc 2 students. 14 of them from Sc 1 and Sc2 who born in August, September and October will be celebrating together. Yee Ling and her assistant, Chi Yan were working hard on this BBQ party for hoping all of us enjoy the party as well as a sign giving an honour to the friendship between Sc 1 and Sc 2 students. Thanks to Manhowe, Keyang, Kaman, Teck Li, Jiin and the rest who are helping for the party too.

Weeping in my heart

2009-08-20T03:08:00.001-07:00

When you are at the outside of the examination room, looking at the door, waiting for your turn, you wish not to go into it, maybe next time. When you come out from the room, you would say to yourself, 'Oh, how I wish I can enter it again. This time I can do better.' The room, there, was where I was accessed by the examiner. Two years hard work, ended in thirty minutes. *Weep. I remembered how I practiced hard until I felt I was going to break my fingers and I can feel the pain when I was moving them. These fingers must have wanted to rebel and trick their master on the day of examination for doing so. I felt like they were not mine, my fingers jerked and I could not press the key accurately, they just slipped every time I did the running on the keyboard. It seemed my hypothalamus was unable to control them today, I can't even start the first piece well and made many stupid mistakes throughout the song. Same thing happened in my second and third piece. A total humiliation of nine hundred and ninety nine zillion to a ten years pianist. I think I'm gonna fail again, I really don't want to fail the examination! Time, money and all the hard work are being wasted!

In peaceful silence

2009-08-18T00:10:00.000-07:00

Our beloved teacher had passed away around 3 o'clock in this morning.

In loving memory of Pn Asmah

The disease may take a man away
but it never take your name

Exam Dilemma

2009-08-08T20:08:00.001-07:00

GERAK GEMPUR (our monthly test) will be started on tomorrow, and then follow by my PIANO PRACTICAL EXAMINATION on next Thursday, the week after next would be our school holiday, SPM TRIAL comes after the holiday.

Omigosh, bad thing I haven't finish my revision and we are not manage to finish up the syllabus for some of the subjects in school before the trial.

I will try my best to update the blog in the coming holiday. But for time being, I have take leave of here.

Guys, those who are in form 5 now,
All the best in your examination! God bless...

Trouble rouser

2009-08-06T23:33:00.000-07:00

I'm not in the mood this few days. The usual reasons I'm unhappy would be having a problem that is killing me to crack my head to find the solution, loads of uncompleted homework, scolded by my mom, doing something stupid that make me embarrassed in front of my friends, fail the test, on the top if that, quarreling with my classmates. What is actually pissing me off is I'm preoccupied by this stupid matter. I hate QUARREL, it ruins my day, my week. I'm getting sidetracked the day, I'm not able to concentrate on my stuff. SHOOT. He's so mean, bad tempered, unreasonable, snobbish, arrogant... The guy that I, no, we have quarreled with is someone like this. Do you notice that clever people always acts off beat. He is smart, clever, intelligent, good at all the subject he is studying and all the computer games he is playing. Yet he is lonely... in the sense that he couldn't really fit into our world, what I mean is, the ordinary people's world. He likes to isolate himself at the seat in the last row of the class while studying. He sort of looking down the others who are not doing well in their studies, and he likes to call people 'stupid'. The kind of people I hate. When we are chatting and making joke around among each other, he would interfere abruptly and say something... arghh... which make us think, 'what on earth are you talking about? Are you come from Mars?' He never think before he speak I guess,hey you know you may make someone hurt. And he would only go to those brainiacs he thinks they are qualified to be called 'clever'. If they have done something wrong towards him, he wouldn't mind. But if I have said a word wrongly, the war begin. For instance, this was what happened during the moral lesson:

He was making noise while I was revising, I couldn't put up with him anymore so I...
Emerlyn: (to my friend who was sitting beside me) Why he likes to talk rubbish?
The mean guy: (to the other clasmates) (name), move to other place. I don't want to see the stupid face again. This is why I want to stop my tuition class.

Goodness me! Why don't you change to another school for the sake of you eyes?!

Guys, word can be as dangerous as machine gun, mind you word especially when you are with a mean person.

Now, I just want to stop thinking it.

Infuenza A Attack

2009-07-29T02:05:00.000-07:00

Be ALERT.

This what I adopted from The Star Online today (July 29).

"In TANJUNG MALIM in Perak, Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris has been closed for seven days starting Wednesday after an unconfirmed number of students showed flu-like symptoms.

State Health Committee chairman Datuk Dr Mah Hang Soon said the concerned students had been sent to the Tanjung Malim Hospital for a check-up.

Those who have exhibited symptoms have been quarantined on campus, while thousands of other students have been sent home."

According to the report that I get from Utusan Malaysia Online. There are 6 UPSI students were detected positive H1N1 while 20 other students are suspected to have the disease.

Avoid H1N1. Let's DO IT.

> Stay at home.
> Wash your hands.
> Cover your mouth when you sneeze or cough.
> Wear a mask.
> Immediately call on a doctor if you are not feeling well especially when you are having flue-like symptom.

Better safe than sorry.

Prevention is better than cure.

Monday in Pizza Hut

2009-07-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

Pizza Huts is on business in TM!
I was hanging out with chums in Pizza Hut after school today.
Recently, I have started coming up with the thought, when could be the last time we get together like this? I'm going to miss this soon.

Hold on

2009-07-28T05:27:00.000-07:00

Some words,
if you really want somebody knows,
then you should have better said it now,
it gonna be a day which,
you will never have a opportunity to say it out...

To me,

The picture,
a misunderstanding, or
a truth?

They say sweet food makes suffering souls feel better,
but still,
the tears were struggling down while you pig yourself the cakes without leftover.

The feeling that had been pent up are so strong,
it's only hurt,
when you breathed
and now,
you're numb.

When night falls,
you started thinking more and more...
and haunted by bad dream,
in the dream,
you're left hanging...

To you,
is holding on really worth it?

Shall we wear a mask?

2009-07-27T03:44:00.000-07:00

The reading of Air Pollution Index (API) in Tanjong Malim is said to be highest in the whole Malaysia today. ( FYI, not only for today) According to the report that I get from the official website of Department of Environment (DOE) today, the API in TM reaches at the point of 83. Well, I could feel the warmth here everyday and for the whole last month, I was sleeping in air-conditioned room, the weather was unbearably warm. It is also significant that H1N1 is spreading in all over the country. People in Tanjong Malim, it's time to wear mask for the sake of your health.

KRS notice board

2009-07-24T23:44:00.001-07:00

Due to some problem, we had to recount the coupons in this morning. The moment that I reached school, I saw the juniors were doing the new notice board.

The 2008 notice board which was done by us at last year.

This is the latest notice board updated by juniors.

CHANGED.

...

2009-07-21T00:03:00.000-07:00

I was ticked off for losing my calculator ;( I found out it was not in my school bag by the time I was ready set off for tuition class. WHY I WAS SO CARELESS? A scientific calculator is indeed important to a science stream student. I was telling myself the whole yesterday that the person that found my calculator was a kind-hearted one, maybe he or she would return it to me by the next day. But today, I failed to find my calculator, nobody came to me to return my calculator. A junior from afternoon session are helping me to look for it, I' m keeping my finger cross she will bring me a good news tomorrow.

Keyang was keeping saying that there will be a total solar eclipse at July 22, Wednesday (tomorrow) the time at Kuala Lumpur is from 07:29:00 AM to 08:48:44 AM. According to what he said just now, this eclipse is said to be the longest eclipse in 21st century where the maximum duration of totality reaches 6 minutes 39 seconds. Though it is only can be seen in certain places in M'sia, I hope we are able to see this. But first, keep the finger cross that the teacher give us permission to be outside the class. To all of you over there, don't miss it!

I have packed and gotten ready all files and documents that are related to the treasury of KRS that I keep for three years, because I have decided to pass over the money and documents to Yee Hua (wise and pretty future-to-be treasurer) ahead of Loi, our president.YEAAA. It mean, hands off. Wish her good luck for it is not an easy job. I'm thinking maybe one day, I will post a blog about my KRS life In MES.

SNOWY DELIGHT

2009-07-18T00:23:00.000-07:00

Our school hosted its annual Canteen Day in this morning. CF had a ice cream stall (teacher's idea) to look after, I was selling ice cream for Chinese Language Society last year, this was my second time helped in the ice cream stall. What was the ice cream sellers most worry about? Weather, of course! Thank God, the weather was fine and as early as 8.00 am our stall busy bustling with the customers. What do you think of our stall, SNOWY DELIGHT? SNOWY DELIGHT was the idea of Elaine and me ^.^ and we did the menu just a day before the Canteen Day, we had SEASON ice cream float, deluxe set ice cream (mix and match the different flavors ice cream topped with wafer cubes, colour chips and crunchy chocolate stick) so on and so forth, a word to describe our menu - VARIETY. Fun to DIP, Fun to SHARE, Fun to EAT at SNOWY DELIGHT. The three- year-experience of doing small business had made me learned a lot. I learned all the business skills from my friends, all the anak-anak tauke. I learned to become a 'begger' . When you promote your things to people, you are actually begging them to buy from you. Thank God, we got supports from so many customers. ( We had to even add the stocks all the day its self) Thank God, we have so many helpers were willing to lend their hands to us. Thanks to our helpers ManHowe (gifted a business man's mind), YeeLing, ChiYan, Pingping, Elaine Pak, Shekinah, KeYang, Dominic and his sisters. It was indeed tiring day, nevertheless it was for a worthy cause.

The first time KRS organized a haunted house which was always the hit in our school, I think they (f3) were making a bigger profit than pass few years, the treasurer will have to crack her head again, I have to plan where to held a jamuan.

My DIY FaCiaL eMoTIoN

2009-07-16T03:18:00.000-07:00

A trip to Kampar

2009-07-10T09:28:00.000-07:00

We headed to UTAR campus, Kampar this morning for the 5th Malaysia Festival of the Mind. There were exhibitions, workshops, talks and games for students as well as the public. We had listened to two talks, supposed to be three but all of us escaped for magic show :) The talks did not bored us, it's a fun, especially the first one, as the speaker was so funny, jokey, the information he gave were also quite useful.

After that, we went on campus tour...

one of the place that we visit - gymnasium

I managed to post this photo the rest were not clear.

Gosh! headless guy?

I just had my cut, new hairstyle with fringe, they say it's weird! Sob.

After having lunch in the cafeteria, we spent our time enjoying the magic show!

Seow had been called to the stage and involved in the show...

Few hours later...
We were in Jusco, Ipoh behind the schedule. You know, our driver dunno how to get to Jusco, and we made a wild goose chase in the Ipoh area, how stupid!

We were divided into several group regardless the gender. After having our pizza meal, we went to look for some sushi...

Next, we went for shopping!!! ( Lazy to tell... check on my friends' blogs)
Now I know that boys could be more ficniky than girls while choosing clothes and shoes.

Time to go back.
We were singing non-stop in the journey all the way back to Tanjong Malim. Hey, never forget we were from music class.

One of the song we sang, I didn't remember the lyric.

Parent - Teacher Conference Day

2009-07-09T15:18:00.000-07:00

Is it a day of reckoning? Well, not exactly in my school. We seemed to be happy and we welcomed our chums' parents so warmly, greeted them loudly in the class. Auntie! Uncle! You could be amused when your friends praised your mom is pretty and dad is young and handsome. Why I didn't realize that? :D

I always maintain my results higher than/on the average score and make sure I'm not the last in the class so nothing to worry about it, I'm in the 8th placing in the mid term. I was worry if Pn. Moga would make a bad report on my behaviour to my mom, haha... luckily she didn't. Actually, I'm well behaved at school, most of the time. Sometimes I would be rebelious when I'm with friends. This is one of the characteristics of 5 Science 1.

Worry trigger

2009-07-08T23:01:00.000-07:00

Why would I have to do this? It's not the way I used to do... Do I have the choice? Why need to think twice? I'm the chairperson... but still I'm thinking, do I have the choice? Sometimes I hate myself for not able to withstand my opinion when confronting the others and let them follow my way. I am so upset... why did the teacher never discuss with me when she made the decision? She should get agreements from everyone, not part of them! Why did some of them just simply spitted out the words without thinking its consequence? They may not know even the words they think it won't create a impact can lead to a misunderstanding, and, the others have to suffer the result. I really hate those people who only know to talk, talk, talk... even worse when they keep on repeating thing doesn't make any sense without listening to others' advises because they thought everything will be going smoothly. I don't want to do thing that against my principle so don't ask me collect the money! The money that we should not take! A change, I need.

I'm so sorry to my brother for what they have done. It was done. My friends, thank you guys for able to understand the situation. How happy I am when I turn from the problem to you guys, you all always cheer me up... I love you.

Sorry guys if you are reading this, you may feel irritated and not knowing about any damn thing that happened. I blog this because I just want to release my anger, not mean to hurt anyone.

SATURDAY in Ipoh

2009-07-04T05:15:00.000-07:00

I don't like the smell of crowd, it's so sickening and suffocating. Pn Lau dropped us in Ipoh Parade right after Oral Bible Knowledge Quiz. We were planning to watch movie at first, except for Shekinah, for the rest of us had no mood to do the window shopping but there was only two movies were on today - Transformer (I'm going to watch it in school) and Ice Age ( Oh, I don't watch cartoon... to be precisely animation, seldom) After having lunch, we went to Popular and I managed to get Kenny G's album at there, then I accompanied Shekinah to cloth shop and accessories shop while the boys were reading... dunno why I was so boring, nothing can really touch me or catch my eyes. I had no appetite when Shekinah was eating my favourite cheese cake. After that, we just hanging around for some hours, like roamer... without any objective. At last, four of us were like stupid, standing in front of one of the DVD shop, watching Micheal Jackson's concert.

Thank God we had made it to the final in the contest and soon we will be going for the national quiz. Chemistry quiz and Physics quiz are also coming in this month and I haven't do the read up yet... thousand worries + worries = ???

One of theThousand Worries

2009-07-03T00:54:00.001-07:00

I am going to have the Bible Knowledge Quiz at Methodist Girls School, Ipoh tomorrow... I'm so worry because I'm not well prepared. I just don't know why I can't remember most of the incidents happened, though I had studied all the parables, I would forget when I come back to it. I pray... that God will give me strength to carry on, I'm so discourage now. Also give me wisdom so that I can understand thoroughly and have it clearly in my mind. Oh, I'm so afraid of incriminating my partner, I know she and the teacher are going to be upset if I make a mistake or even fail to answer in verbal. If we make it to final part, we will have oral context questions IN THE HALL ON THE STAGE which is the most panicking part, everyone will be looking at you. If I'm nervous, how am I going to answer the questions??? Dare not think about it. My friends asked why am I so inconfident in myself, this is because I'm only little human... my ability is only that small...

PLKN

2009-07-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

I was told to check the list of conscripts names of national service of 2010 yesterday.
Thank God, I wasn't selected to participate the national service. I need not to worry how terrible if the pimples 'flourish' on my face, what if I become darker, how would I look if I am fatter, how do I get injured due to my bad coordination... well I know, we could have fun and experience over there but :C there was undeniably some scary incident happened on the conscripts during the national service... Some of my friends are sad and feel constrained because their will have to spend their sweet after-SPM- holiday in PLKN yet there are some of them would like to enrol voluntarily for it... :D ... there is one of my friend cried today... because of this, I tried to comfort her but she was so reluctant to accept the good will of others... she has been like that way always...sigh, just pray that God could help her.

If you want to check this through SMS please type PLKN space SEMAK space ( IC num) and send to 15888 or you can also log on to the official website.

Peace out

2009-06-26T06:25:00.001-07:00

Just came back from Thorng's house, I hadn't seen her for a few months already... she is doing well now, just finished the exam... stunning, she had to sit for exam just after a month she entered HELP, it's too quickly...

Ernest is going to USM tomorrow... good luck, brother.

Jiayao will be leaving for Perlis soon... all the best to her too.

And,
Emerlyn, you only have four months left for SPM.

Everyone was talking about the death of the King of Pop, Michael Jackson in this morning... it's so suddenly...it's pity that this born-to-be singer is no more but as long as you love his music fans, he will remain in your heart, good music is immortal in this world... I'm listening to his song at this moment...

Totally OBSESSED

2009-06-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure that since when my school chums and me keen on reading the twilight saga books... the four books are totally another good choices for me and chums beside Harry Potter and The Lord of The Ring. I lovin'them... muackkkkkkk...I'm so excited to finish the last book. Please note that the movie New MOon is going to release in this November.

Here you can anything about the twilight saga,
please visit to the official website:
http://www.thetwilightsaga.com/

Upset

2009-06-19T20:57:00.000-07:00

I was really unhappy for this whole morning. Who mind? Not even your best friends knew that. They didn't even give a damn care on you... NO... they shouldn't be called best friends. I thought maybe it's hard to discover, but when the PK Koko asked me," Are you fine? You look sad." I knew I had clearly shown the feeling in my facial espression. Forget it, at least not everyone of them being that ignorant and not supportive and... this is not the only reason that made me down today.

This is my last time I go for extra-curriculum in school. I don't see the point. It is good that KRS already has its qualified successors and reserves. Qualified, higher rank... meaning that they needn't to give respect to seniors, being rude to seniors? I didn't mean to be ego, sarcastic, snobbish or having bias towards anyone. The teachers don't even look at you... human... they take you because they want to use you. Who mind how do you sacrifice to accomplish it? So, you think you are good huh. I tell you... don't be too happy with that, you will find yourself lose your useful value one day. This is my last time, sitting in the middle of the field with all the form 5s, in KRS t-shirt.

Friends,
be humble, you can learn more.

SCHOOL again!

2009-06-16T06:01:00.000-07:00

Here I am, on the 2nd day of the 2nd semester... it's about time I have to REALLY work hard for SPM, I mean I need a 100% of concentration on that. Well, the 1st sem break was a wasted holiday, too much relax made me became more lazy... that's why I prefer to take a short break.

Our school is under renovation, we had our classroom painted, new tables, new chairs, new windows, new doors... on top of that, we had our drain repaired (if you were in my school, you would know well why I am saying this).

There is nothing much I could do

2009-06-11T03:14:00.000-07:00

It's damn irritating...

I didn't mean to hurt a friend, I don't know this friend could be so sensitive on this STUFF...

Why am I always regret easily after I have done something/made a decision... something/decision that not everyone could claims it is right... why am I always not sure...

There is nothing much I could do, I had apologized... is it ain't enough? Is it the way you want me to get my come-uppance?

Passed

2009-06-02T21:24:00.000-07:00

AT LAST, I can get my P-license and be one of the user on the road. Thank God.
Today I met a Malay girl, she's quite nice. We chatted about her life in Australia and my school life. Luckily she's there, I would be boring without her in the waiting hall. I knew she has failed when I saw her holding the red paper. Too bad, I didn't get to talk to her after the test. Amira, nice to meet ya, GAMBATEH for your next test!

Check It Out

2009-06-01T22:59:00.000-07:00

HI THERE! I'm baaccck. :-

Well, I have just finished watching a Korean drama – Boys Over Flowers, which have kept me from updating my blog after my mid year exam. I have really wanted to watch this drama so much before the exam, but study just make this desire bearable.

For those who hasn’t watch this drama yet, just take a look at this:

Boys Before Flowers aka Boys Over Flowers (꽃보다 남자) is a Korean drama adaptation of the Japanese manga Hana Yori Dango. This is the 3rd television drama adaptation of the popular Japanese manga Hana Yoru Dango after the success of Taiwanese version – Meteor Garden and Japanese version – Hana Yori Dango.

Format: Drama / Romantic Comedy created by Kamio Yoko

Starring :

Koo Hye Sun

Lee Min Ho

Kim Hyun Jun
Kim Bum

Kim Joon

Han Chae-young

Kim Hyun Joo

Kim So Eun

Opening theme: "Paradise" by T-Max

Ending theme

Season 1:"Because I'm Stupid" by SS501
Season 2: "Making a Lover" by SS501

Country of origin : South Korea

No. of episodes: 25 (this has take me 3 days to finish it)

**Starring**

Goo Jun Pyo (Lee Min Ho) is the hot-headed leader of F4. Exasperated by Jan Di's act of defiance, he makes her a target of bullying. But as time passes, he begins to admire Jan di's determination and will and falls in love with her. He is the heir of Shinhwa Group, and after his father 'supposedly' passes away, he inherits and begins to run the Shinhwa Group along with his mother.

Geum Jan Di (Koo Hye Sun) is from a poor family with a fierce and weed-like determination. She first liked Ji Hoo, who was the only one who showed any compassion while she was bullied. Eventually Jun Pyo begins to fall in love with her, and as he expresses his feelings towards her, she gradually begins to reciprocate those feelings. Jan Di later is determined to pursue the medical industry after realizing she can't swim because of her shoulder.

Yoon Ji Hoo (Kim Hyun Joong) is a calm and soft-spoken boy who likes to play the violin, piano and guitar and conduct an orchestra. He is a grandson of Korea's former president. Seo Hyeon was Ji Hoo's first love, after she helped him overcome trauma after the death of his parents when he was little. He attempts to fight for Seo Hyeon's love by following her to France. When he comes back, he has already realized that he had fallen for Jan Di. However, Jun Pyo has already announced his love of Jan Di. Ji Hoo decides not to betray his friend by trying to fight for Jan Di.

So Yi Jung (Kim Bum) is F4's perennial playboy. Handsome and gifted with a brilliant smile.Yi Jung also has a knack of sweets words that could make every girl fall for him. Even Geum Jan Di's friend, Chu Ga Eul could not escape his charming ways.He is from a family of well-known artists, and is a reputed potter himself. His family owns an art gallery that exhibits national treasures.

Song Woo Bin ( Kim Joon), from their origin in the underground, his family now runs a prominent construction business. The family owns real estate throughout the country.

Chu Ga Eul ( Kim so Eun) is Jan Di's best friend. She falls in love with Yi Jung

Goo Jun Hee (Kim Hyun Joon), Jun Pyo's sister.

Ha Jae Kyeong (Lee Min Jeong), Jun Pyo's fiancee.

Boys Over Flowers_Correlation Chart

Happy Holiday!!!

"Anneung" !- 88

Driving Test

2009-05-06T23:20:00.000-07:00

6th May,

How embarrassed I was today!

I was having my driving test today, the very first one in my life. Well, everything had been worked out nicely excepttttttt for the parking test. ;( I just dunno why I was so stupid for hitting the pole that was right in front of me. Actually, I was trying to adjust the car to the span between the 3rd and 4th poles after making a turn to right and I shouldn't press the accelerator instead of releasing the clutch slowly. While the car was about to hit the pole, it's too late to brake to make it stop immediately due to large momentum. I was sort of dunno-what-to-do. This is part of me, the clumsy one. I' m supposed to be retested on 20th May but I'll be having my mid year standardize test on that day so next month will be my next chance, I swear I'm not going to fail it again.

7th May,

The next second I walked into the class in this morning, smirking faces, sarcastic looks were everywhere to be seen. I didn't mean to let everybody know I was taking the driving test except some of my friends but news was spreading like fire since... well, I'm not sure about that. It seemed like the whole form 5 and the teachers as well knew I had 'failed' my driving test and my classmates started laughing and teasing me around. " Excuse me, I didn't actually fail my driving test, I passed my road test, okay." This was what I said to cover my actual stupidity. Should I THANK to those who were 'promoting' the news for giving chances for me to explain it??? ;( I don't blame them, anyway.
Keeping my fingers cross for the next test.

Time to say Goodbye

2009-05-04T05:23:00.000-07:00

1st of May, a saddening news struck my family and me far too painfully. Heart sank. Gonggong'd gone, it meant for ever this time, he would never come back to us again. Yet I hope it is only a convincing dream that all of us confused with the reality. Was it because gonggong was a kind person that the Lord wanted to take him Home???

It was only two weeks ago I went back to Kota Bharu where my's mommy hometown is, to visit gonggong with my family. He had been admitted into the hospital since March, he was diagnosed for having a severe COPD. We knew well his condition wasn't good because he went to hospital for this few years on and off but I didn't expect it as a last visit, I could hardly to imagine the next time we go back without seeing gonggong sitting at the living room waiting for our arrival.

Due to the far distance we parted, we're managed to meet him only in the long holiday in Dec if he didn't come to our place. When I was small, I was always waiting in anticipation to go back to KB not because of I can get a flight over there of course, if we went there by car, I was still willing to follow although the journey took 8-9 hours long.

He was indeed a kindhearted and hardworking person. He always thought of others first before himself. He had a hard life, with the little money he could spare, he lent to his friends or anyone he knew who were in need without expect anything back. At the age of sixties, he's still working, as long as he was able to work, he didn't want to do nothing at home.

That time, I mean while he was still healthy, he would walk us to the nearest grocery shop every evening to buy me and my sister some 'san cha'- a type of candy and ice-cream. He would bought himself some cigars which was placed behind the counter. A day before the coming of Festival of 'Tung Zhi', together we made the 'Tang Yuan', after that we would pray to the idol of god and to the sky for he was a Buddhist. He would hold our hands with his big and warm hands and prayed for us. Every year I would get new colour pencils from him which was really pleased me for the whole holiday and I would keep them very carefully in my bag until the kindergarten reopened. For some of the holiday, he came to visit us at my house with grandma, he would sit silently beside my piano and listened while I was practicing the songs that made my fingers jerked sometimes, I knew it wasn't nice but he never complained it, he would just remained silent there, at the seat...

Remorse, I had never celebrate birthday for gonggong. Just a few days ago when popo showed me his I/C and realized that his birthday was actually on 8th Nov.

I really miss gonggong...... he told me not to cry during the last visit but I couldn't help myself, if I knew that was the last time, I would hold his hand even longer. To fulfil what I've promised to him, that's the only I could do for him.

It's time to say goodbye to our beloved granddad,
Go in Peace......

We love you......

Good Friday

2009-04-11T05:34:00.000-07:00

We had a service yesterday due to the Good Friday and when I was walking into the church, surprisingly, everyone was sitting in a circle. Well, I knew it, it would be different service then. After Pastor Tan read a passage which written in the bible, she made us choose a companion and...ahem... we would have to wash our legs for each other and say "I love u" and i was slightly shaken up. Well the first thing I did was asking somebody to change the water when it's our turn, reluctantly, I did what had to be done. Some of them were very funny, they even massaged their companion' s legs, what a good service huh.

True or False, which one are we holding on to?

2009-03-17T21:29:00.000-07:00

One of my guru bahasa said this to me before, ‘Emerlyn, apa yang kamu belajar di sekolah berbeza dengan apa yang berlaku di luar pagar sekolah.’ These words came upon me and it is just as clear as I have been told on yesterday. We have been taught to keep our virtue, to be mean, just, honest, so on and so forth. But there is no so-called virtuousness outside there, the world isn’t that beautiful as what we have been learnt in our text book, we are actually living in a fallen, broken world, in many ways getting worse, it’s no wonder that sometimes we feel the world overwhelmed by the powers of evilness. We can reveal this by looking around what is going on recently in our country or in other continents as well.

BUT, there is but, this was what I found in Daily Bread: In life’s battles, let’s hold on to the fact that good will triumph over evil in the end… ( Title: What are we holding on to? Date: Mar. 3) Fight the good fight of faith, lay hold on eternal life. ( 1 Timothy 6:11-16)

Today, as I was walking on my way with my friends from English tutorial class to my Acc. teacher’s house, I saw my friend’s car rear-ended a motorbike in a T junction. Fortunately, the two guys on motorbike were not injured. Frankly, I didn’t witness how was the accident happened, I just saw one of the guy negotiated with my friend and asked for RM400 for compensation.

My friend told me it wasn’t their fault, her mom gave signal to slow down and was ready to turn left, all of sudden, they experienced a clash from behind. My friend and her mom reckoned the guy brought the motorbike very fast. On the other hand, the guy accused my friend’s mom stopped at the junction suddenly. God damn him! Didn’t he see the signal? And, why he wants RM400 just to repair a small damage in front of his motorbike? I say, he is brainless, he thought he can cheat a woman and a teenage girl? The guy finally compromised when they said they wanted to report this case to the police.

I got a bolt from the blue when I saw my friend negotiated with the guy so bravely, she's cool, man.Pity her mom, she got a bit shock. Hope she’s fine now. I’m not sure whether I have the courage to do that or not. One thing I want to say to my friend, ‘ I salute you.’

Datuk Lee Chong Wei BOLEH!

2009-03-16T21:05:00.000-07:00

Lee Chong Wei is awesome! He has beaten Lin Dan in the Swiss Open in Basel on Sunday. Actually, I didn't watch the tournament. Did Lin Dan throw his racquet??? This an article by K.M. Boopathy which I adopt from New Strait Times online news reading.

WORLD No 1 Lee Chong Wei produced a breathtaking show to neutralise Olympic champion Lin Dan's power play while men's doubles Koo Kien Keat-Tan Boon Heong put up a top class performance to clinch the Swiss Open in Basel yesterday.

Chong Wei, after going down to the World No 2 from China in the All England final, was hardly given any chance of turning the tables but the Malaysian had his own script and ended a three-match losing streak by registering a 21-16, 21-16 win in 52 minutes and in grand style.

The victory will act as a confidence booster for Chong Wei as this is the first time since the 2007 Japan Open that he has beaten Lin Dan to capture a title.

Kien Keat-Boon Heong avenged their defeat to Mathias Boe-Carsten Mogensen in the quarter-finals of the All England as they registered a brilliant 21-14, 21-18 win over the Danes in 39 minutes.

The Malaysians have gone without winning a Super Series title since the Denmark Open triumph in 2007 and the victory could become a turning point in their roller-coaster career.
National singles chief coach Rashid Sidek, in a telephone interview from Basel, said Chong Wei has found the right strategy to counter Lin Dan.

"Chong Wei's defence was very good and he was sending every return deep to the baseline while Lin Dan wasn't that sharp today (yesterday)," Rashid Sidek said.

"There was no pressure today and he played freely. Lin Dan was making unforced errors and eventually gave up after failing to penetrate Chong Wei's defence."

Chong Wei, in a telephone interview from Basel, said remaining calm during the final was the key to his win.

"I had a discussion with my coach (Misbun Sidek) after the All England and he advised me to stay patient while playing Lin Dan. That's what actually helped me today (yesterday)," said Chong Wei.

"In the All England, I was trying to attack too much and I couldn't sustain that. That's why I decided to be patient and I managed to rattle Lin Dan."

Lin Dan's start was, as usual, ferocious and his attacking play took him to a 7-2 lead and then stretched it to 13-9 to stay in control.

However, the tide changed at that juncture when Chong Wei took five points on the trot with his stout defending to lead 14-13.

Chong Wei's patient rallies made the difference as Lin Dan became edgy and started making uncharacteristic errors.

The Malaysian pulled ahead to 20-15 and there was only one winner at that stage.

The second game was virtually a repeat with Lin Dan setting the early pace but once Chong Wei got his nose in front, he smelt victory and there was no denying the Malaysian his night of glory.

Chong Wei had finally found a way to outplay Lin Dan as it has been long time since the Olympic champion was forced into submission by a strong display of defence.

Sport Camp

2009-03-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

Just a drop by. After coming back from sport camp, I feel a bit tired now.

Thank God our CF first BIG activity so far has been running very smoothly and I feel it is worth for we has been working hard for it. Luckily we were having a lovely morning in this raining season.

I have no photo to upload because I don't bring my camera purposely, dunno why, maybe I'm too lazy.

I would like to express my gratitude here though they might not see this... I'm so blissful for having you all here

Thanksss to
our CF teachers, Pn Lau N Pn Anna

Dominic, my assistant :)

Egbert, our camp director cum Tchoukball couch

Michael ( ah di) N Jet

Elaine, Ka Man N Manhowe

n last but not least
Tharma, n friends from TARC floorball team. I know I owe you so much, ahem, maybe not that much, hehe...

Loi, what a pity you couldn't turn up today, we were having great time in the camp. Blekkkkk

I have just finished my standardized test in this week, from now on, I gotta work hard for the last theory exam which I will have on this coming Monday. I'm not sure whether I can do well or not, hopefully yes.

***HAPPY HOLIDAY ***

B-Day

2009-02-26T05:33:00.000-08:00

The BIG DAY in February which I had been waiting for so long...
This was the last sport day I had in MES.

Gryffindor hOuSe

Ravenclaw hOuSe

Slytherin hOuSe

Hufflepuff hOuSe

Spongebob!!!

Shining Boots!

Pretty cool, man , this is my school cadets!

Tired! Starving! Sleepy! zzZZZ

Do you see the red cone is above the other cones? Red did it!

This was what happening on the our Sport Day annually.

MES was flooded...

While waiting for the rain to stop...

How beautiful it was when the balloon was released into the sky...

Because of the rain, the prize giving ceremony had been delayed...

This had made me waiting anxiously for the marching result for the night...

Red was the CHAMPION!

Me, President of Red House, Eik, n Seow.

Yea!!! And for KRS,
We DID it again
for the 4th year
We are the
JOHAN PERBARISAN UNIT BERUNIFORM
&
JOHAN KESELURUHAN PERBARISAN ( pasukan perkhidmatan sekolah, pasukan rumah, pasukan unit beruniform)

2nd Dissection

2009-02-19T05:18:00.000-08:00

It has been 25 days since my last blogging. What to do? Life has been so busy, I know, I have been repeating this for so many times. Tuition class has been canceled so I've got a chance to show you this...

Ladies N Gentlemen,

You are going to see a BLOODY, CRUEL, ATROCIOUS, BARBAROUS, OUTRAGEOUS, TYRANNICAL, SANGUINARY scene at here...

The first dissection I had was in Carnival Science 2008, it made me no appetite for the whole day. My first dissection, to be precised, our group dissection was said to be unsuccessful because we didn't the frog's heart beat when we cut open the body, it's died.

It turned out to be success in our second dissection in 2009.

Practical in lab.

Happy Chinese 牛 Year!!!

2009-01-25T20:46:00.000-08:00

Just a stop in to drop a line to you all.

May all the BEST things happen to all of you in this 牛 year.

Gong Xi Fa Chai !!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

p/s: Folks (5 Sc 1) this might be the last year we celebrate the new year together. So in this special festive season, I would like to give all my best wishes to you and I will miss you wherever I am. Gambateh in SPM.

I'm here to update!

2009-01-19T04:24:00.000-08:00

Finally, I've got the chance ( life have been so busy recently) to do my blogging here. Yesterday, I've been to the education fair which held at PWTC, KL with Jiin and Chi Yan. Not much to talk about that. It was really crowded over there and it's so dizzying.

I had found a Kenny G's album in Popular Bookshop then. What a pity, I'd spent my money on the books and gifts. If I bought it, I would not have enough money to pay the bus fare and I might not in Tanjong Malim now. hehe... Promise to myself, I'm going to get it as soon as possible!!! He is really an awesome saxophonist!!! Totally drowning in the songs that he played, if you have heard the songs, you would find out they have a smooth, sentimental, singing tone quality and they're so romantic. It's recommended to all of you especially the guys...

To Be or Not To Be, that is the Question

2009-01-07T05:52:00.000-08:00

It's not always easy to decide what to be and not to be. My English teacher asked us to make a choice about the branch of learning by now. Seriously, still, I have no idea which path should I go. Have you heard about the poem 'The Road Not Taken' by Robert Frost?
' Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both...'
My situation is said to be more or less same as the poet. Well, it's not exactly, I am perplexed just like a ship that has lost its direction in the bewildering ocean. Many of my friends had dropped the subjects Principle of Account. It's not a very tough subject for a Science stream student. The reason they wanted to drop it is because they don't have much time to study it. We all have become dead beat after the tuition classes, after that we still need to proceed with our homework at night. Now I am still thinking to drop or not to drop. If I drop, this would mean goodbye to accountancy. One the other hand, I'm worried I can't manage to handle too many subjects and sometimes I think I'm not probably going to be further my study in accountancy. For sure, all of us are not willing to sit on the EST papers. The KMM has already declared that EST is an elective paper for all the Science Stream students since 2008. But the Mr Belly insists that EST is in still in our package so we are forced to accept it. I would say that we need more luck beside doing a lot of reading. The questions look simple but it's not easy to score because the answers required to be same as the answers in the marking scheme, it's a killing subject instead. I wouldn't have to worry all this if I know myself well and what am I going to be.

A Blue Monday

2009-01-05T22:29:00.000-08:00

Unlike the previous year, I was being moodily in my first school day. I had never ever felt in that way before. Maybe it's because I felt feverish for last two days and I was still not feeling well in this morning or it's because of the long heck of assembly in the very first day. Well, the teachers have started to exert kind of pressure on us in the first day of school, I think they didn't mean it that way, I mean, they just attempted to bestir us to do better in our study. But I am still feel stressed when they said, 'Um, I think all of you have the potential to get A in blah blah blah subject.'
' We have to do more essays compared to last year.'
' You all can upgrade the SPM result in 2009.'
' Students, that's no more honey year for you (this is what we have been told since last year), let's have a test in this Wed.'
'5 Science 1, you must show a good example to your schoolmates so you are suppose follow the paradigm.' etc. Sigh. We also had been told what are we going to do in next few months and again some of the teachers told us to open 5-6 small exercise books for that particular subjects and I don't think we are going to finish them, what a waste.
What's really made no difference was my class was being noisy again and spending so much time gossiping and talking nonsense in this morning. That's something either you or me can't put up with when someone made fun of you in his nasty joke without considering your self-esteem. It totally ruined my day. It's jerks, that's beyond a joke.

Recently, people are circulating with the issues of economy crisis and wars. While I was watching news reading in the telly, I saw Gaza was being attacked by bomb bay. Almost quarter of the time of the broadcasting was about the wars happened in Gaza. I felt quite upset with this ugliness of the world. Those war hawks and terrorists sacrifice the innocent people just to strive after the lands, benefits,fame, fortunes, wealth but they choose to ignore the peace of the world. It's very sad when I saw the children were bleeding due to the injury that cause by wars. Those children who live these war zones are supposed to go to school like any other children in other countries yet they are not that felicitous or lucky( we likely to say), what they are learning in their very young age is not ABC, they are to learn how to hold the weapon to protect themselves and the country. '_'

I think that's it for today, I gotta to do some revision for this Wed test.

Th3 eND of th3 Ye@r

2008-12-31T23:02:00.000-08:00

Here we come to the very end of 2008. Lots of things ( for some is the first time for me), happy as well as sad, have happened in this year and now I really feel hard to leave 2008, all I can do is keeping the memories in my mind. Maybe I will retell some of it at my blog in someday I think. I really have no idea what to write on this last post for 2008. One thing I want to make a complain here, (hey guys I thought you all should online at this time as you all have promised in this afternoon.) I guess they are having party in somewhere with somebody, aggrrh, they were the one who suggested us to stay at home and meet in MSN. Cruel them. (guys are like that, quite upset with their behaviour =.=) Well, wishing those who read my blog and my friends. Happy New Year!!! May the new age bring you more beauty and joy!

A sense of worry

2008-12-27T00:46:00.000-08:00

It has been a whole day I didn't speak even one word to anybody else except myself and it is going to last out for another two days more for I'm alone at home. My family has gone to my auntie 's house and they will be in Pulau Langkawi by tomorrow morning I think. Why don't I go along with them? Well, it depends on my mood and I don't feel like I want to spend my days there, being alone at home is not that bad actually, furthermore it's more comfy to move about in the house and do whatever I like without under my mom's supervision. (Whoops, I scarcely forget I have promised her to do the house chores, :P) One and the only problem I face is the MEALS!!! But, the cabinet has already piled up with instant noodles cups and loaves of bread that my dad bought for me. I'm going to have these for my breakfast, lunch, teatime, dinner and supper as well. What to do, I don't know how to cook ( actually is... dare not).

Recently, I have started to feel a sense of worry about the coming year. I was thinking harshly for the last whole night. The closer we approach to next year, the more worry I am. ( I am a worrywart?) Maybe it is my final year in school, many things I have to cope with and I become lack of confidence in myself...
1. How am I going to face the teachers?
2. How am I going to cope with my classmates?
3. Am I eligible to hold the chief positions?
4. I'm going to sit for the SPM, oh no~
5. Again I have a packed schedule for my every single day, I' m really extremely awfully awkwardly fed up with it.
6. The ABRSM examinations =.=
7. Competitions which the teacher selected for me since form 4.
8. The 13 SPM subjects. Sob.
9. What about my school activities? Practices? ... ...

I know there will be problems which is more than that exist in the coming year. Some says to me, just leave the burdens to God but how? I know I can't cease them but to solve them one by one. That's it.

Christmas Update

2008-12-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

Hi, Merry Christmas everyone. Here i come to update my blog. Check out what I was doing recently...

23rd Dec Caroling
This was the third year i went caroling with the church members. I was joining the carolers from Grace assembly Church for the first time in this year and it's different than the previous years. It's kind of fun to visit people's houses to sing carol and gave everyone wishes in this joyous season. The hosts were being hospitable to us and prepared a lot of food for us, it's yummy! Phew, we finished it almost by 1.00 a.m.

This is one of the place we went...

24th Dec Christmas Eve Gathering
The family of mine were in KL and I was having a gathering with my friends at Blue Garden. Susan, thanks for your ais kacang ! It's very kind of us to give up our seats for the people standing outside of the restaurant, pity them, so that's why we didn't do the countdown.

25th Dec Feliz Navidad
Worshiping in church...

Pastor Chin was giving sermon.

For the first time my sister was doing her violin performance in church.

Worshipers and visitors

Messy... too many songs to be played.

Drama...

My Christmas presents

My Christmas Look XD

ChiLDreN ParTY :-)

2008-12-20T03:56:00.000-08:00

Let's sing our Christmas song... Feliz Navidad!!!

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero Año y Felicidad.

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad
Prospero Año y Felicidad.

I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas
From the bottom of my heart. (x2)

There's a children party in church today at 3.00 pm. I was entrusted to take my youngest sister there. I wouldn't go there without bringing a child. Hello, it's a children party! I'm going to be seventeen next year for goodness sake. What am i being there alone? It's fun to have so many kids there. Pep, pep, pep...

Pastor Pearl and Michael are giving explanation on how to play... THIS GAME

Passing the rubber band with a straw... Are u going to use your hand? No way!!!

Our supreme song leader, hehe, ah jet (right) n another one is zhen hao or zhen zhou??? sorryyyyy, i can't differentiate the twins in the pic.

Attagirl, attaboy, grab the balloon!!!Well done!!! As many as u can!!!

Why on earth they are wearing the mask??? It's drama... It's pity i don't record it in video, out of batteries...

They are cute right? Aren't they?

Um, what is ah pek doing?
Crowded with kids.

Back from SU Sports Camps

2008-12-14T04:09:00.000-08:00

I'm baaacck. Well, I've been to Scripture Union Sports Camp for the last 4 days, from Wed to Sat. It's a real big fun camp!!! I hope I can be there for one week more! Frankly, I'm not keen on sports but the camp was just fun... it's actually brought me closer to sports. This was the first time i learnt frisbee, floorball, archery ( damn love it), Captain's ball, skittle, galah panjang, dodgeball etc. Which sport do i prefer? Archery of course, i needn't to run here and there, what i had to do was just standing still in right position, holding the bow with an arrow, aiming the bulleye and shoot it! I've got three!Not that embarassing, hehe... Now' i m still aching all over...

My group members, Cowton. (Left) Khin Fhoong, me, Aster.(Right) John, Nicholas, Dylan aka fooweng (our group leader) Keenan, Shun Whye.

Yea, On the way back to Tanjong Malim. The first time I' m taking a photo with twins. Hehe... (behind me)

Days in Klang

2008-12-05T21:50:00.000-08:00

Due to my mom's friend reunion, I was in Klang for last two days. Some of her friends are working there. The whole family of mine was staying overnight in Auntie Ah Keok's house in Taman Botanic. That's place is not bad I think, it has a good ambience and there are three shopping complexes just a stone throw away. Auntie Ah Keok was being generous and hospitable to us. She brought us to many places and treated us delicious cuisine in Klang. Oooh, I miss the food especially the bak gu teh!!! I like this kind of occasion. What I mean is the reunion. I like to sit side by side with my mom, listening to their old stories, freak incidents, recent lifestyle… Did I mention freak incident?

We did go round to Pulau Ketam. If you want to go there, you will have to take a boat, it takes about 30 minutes from Port Klang to Pulau Ketam, remember is speed boat.

Things you can found in Pulau Ketam (roughly):

1. Seafood, of course! (Frankly, I don’t like to eat crab and prawn, too lazy to remove the shell and skin)

2. stinking fishy smell ( EWww... OMG, is everywhere!)

Things you can’t found in Pulau Ketam:

1. Car. (Bicycle is their main transportation and the air is clean)

Thus, u can’t see

2. broad blacktop (bituminous macadam). The street has only width in between 2m to 3m.

Cute Smiley Face : )

2008-12-01T23:01:00.000-08:00

Last night(1st of Dec in 2008), I was told to watch the sky while I was chit-chatting. At first, I was thinking' What's in god's name up there?' Then, I went out of the house and looked up into the sky... Omigosh!How amazed! That's a cute smiley face there!!! A friend of mine asked me 'Does it means something?' Perhaps. Some might think that is merely a natural phenomena, some might also think that is a hope, a miracle... For me, that's a light at the end of the tunnel. What about you?

Boring Nov Holiday of Mine, Awww

2008-11-30T22:19:00.000-08:00

I was being asked why i had been not updated my blog frequently. Bad that. My holiday is real bored, man. I feel that time creeps pretty real slow somehow, sometimes. I am repeating almost the same stuff for every single day I have had in this holiday:

1. Watching drama. Yea, I had finished 4 dramas in this two weeks holiday. (Oooh, I am not potato couch indeed)
2. Practicing songs- Christmas songs, the three piano practical pieces and scales. AGAIN!!!
3. Sodoku puzzles. I thought it was a lame game once but i am getting gradually in love with it. Goodness gracious, I already found the technique to solve it. (Solving sodoku is better than doing nothing, right?)
4. DeTeCTiVe CoNan comic. Addicted. Wanna to get the latest volume of this comic in English version (I guess it is 62, I am reading the chinese version one)I do not prefer to read it online 'cause my eyes easily get weary.
5. Online. If it is more than 3 hours,( even two an a half hours) my mom will surely nags at me.
6. Novels and story books. I just read them half way (bashful), I am not managed to finish them because they make me fall asleep at last. (Whoa, effective than sleeping pills!!!)
7. Tuition classes / Tutorial. It won't end!!! I have just finished Chemistry, Physic, Biology subjects (form 4) in this November. But next months I will have to struggle with Bible Knowlegde and Add Mathematics. ( Oooh, come on, gimme a break, a looooooong break.)

Well,I am looking forward for this coming December 'cause I will have some big plans to do then. Of course, the next month schedules might be a teensy tight. Furthermore, Christmas is around the corner, life will be kinda busy a little little bit.

Hope you enjoy your holidays :-)

Thanksgiving

2008-11-23T17:07:00.000-08:00

Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines;
the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation.

( Hab : chap 3 vv. 17-18)

Pastor told us that she likes these verses very much during the sermon in this morning, in fact she likes the whole bible 'cause it is representing the God's Words. She is really a woman full of wisdoms. She thinks differently from the others. She commits her whole life to be part in God work, to be a courageous woman to shepherd the churches.

Good things happen to good people and bad things should happen to bad people. Right? Not always. Our real life experiences tell us that this is not always the case. Pastor is ill, but she has to deal with all the troubles that the church is facing, security problems, deaconry problems, transportation problems... There was an account which the church van had been prized up by some bastards, and some of accessories were stolen. After that, pastor had prayed and thanked for God because she was at home and was not away. I was surprised, normally others would have kept blaming why all this happened to him/she. When she faced the betrayal and accusation of the others, she told me she was not sad. She said why do we need to cling on these unpleasant stuffs? Don't be sad because of one person mistreat us, there are still a lot of people who being kindly to us. Now i have realized even she has to go through all the difficulties, but she is happy because she is not alone, there are still many people lending their helping hand.

If you getting hurt today, thanks to God because there are still a lot of friends supporting and comforting you. If you has lost RM 100 today, thanks to God because you don't lost your brand new hand phone that your dad buy you last week. If you fail your exam (don't fail the final exam), never mind, thanks to God too, because you are blessed to have a good drawing talent etc.

Count your blessings and thanks for pain as well as pleasure.Only ones who always know to give thanks will be truly happy.

Whoooo!!!!

2008-11-06T04:23:00.000-08:00

hooray! the great outdoors!
fresh air!
trees!
fruits!
and rains...

As far as every student who is having Civic lesson is concerned, we will have to carry out a project aka Khidmat Masyarakat. It is compulsory for us to do it every year. Um, believe me Civic is kinda boring, for me it is like the another Moral subject. I guess this project is the only fun thing in the syllabus. This year we gonna have it Kuala Selangor!
I have posted some photo to share with you, beholddddddd...

The TROPICAL FRUIT GARDEN in Batang Berjuntai.

TAMAN ALAM KUALA SELANGOR

Sharvind! or Tarzan?! Walking in the jungle

Almost half an hour already!

There are many holes on the earth in the forest. Still wondering how does it form?
Weary!!! We want rest!!!

What a bad day!

2008-11-03T19:03:00.000-08:00

mood: :-(

I feel really miserable today, i have an squabble with one of my friend. Well, i admit that arguing with people has already become my usual stuff. This is tiring. If this happened to me in last two years ago, I would had been crying all day long, now you could agree with my mom that i am bellicose and always having the desire to win, but one thing, i won't twist the truth. But today i don't mean to be contentious, i feel that he should change his attitude.The manner of fact is if you are holding a post in anywhere, you should make sure you take the responsibility and do your part seriously for the sake of everyone. I don't want to explain too much here about what has happened about him and dig up this unpleasant thing again. Sometimes I feel that being quiet and pretending don't know what's going on is better. Next time, i would just :-# keep my mouth shut.

Take a DEEP breath... release... *forget this stupid stuff*

Here I am!!!

2008-11-01T23:35:00.000-07:00

Hi, this is my first day here. This is what people has quoted mostly when they started they first blogging. I think this is a so-called traditional way and i shouldn't breaking it. Um, i have made up my mind to have my blog since three weeks ago when my final exam was going on. I was tortured badly for doing revision at the very eve of the exam, trying to memorise everything as much as possible. This couldn't blame anyone I know, I was always telling myself:" Emerlyn, serve you right.Who ask you to do your revision last minute?" During that period, i was thinking to die! This was true, i didn't mean to scare you. If you are not alive, you needn't to study, you needn't to face the unpleasant stuff and all sort of pains. Buttttt, I didn't have the courage... So I wanted a space for myself to release all my mind. Well, actually i signed up this blog on 31th Oct (yesterday) but my first posting is on 1st Nov, i wonder which would be my blog's birthday?

Well, today i have skipped all my tuition classes and gone to KL with my buddies. I was looking forward to watch High School Musical 3 and had a superduper weekend with my buddies after battling with the final exam for this heck of three weeks. This was not the first time I went with my buddies of course, but this was the first time I... let me tell you this, everything was going smoothly at the beginning. We had bought a 6.00pm bus ticket back to Tanjong Malim because we had promised to go to our friend's house for Deepavali dinner at 7.30pm. We were supposed to leave Times Square early a bit and wait at the Pudu bus station at 5.45pm. It was nearly 5.30pm, some of my friends were still strolling at the shopping mall, some were reading at Boarders. (Whoa , so hardworking!) All the buddies had to gather together first and rushed to the bus station! It was quite later than what we expected. Egg Egg decided not to take the monorel to there because he was worrying we couldn't catch up with time. That's mean we had to walk from Jalan Imbi - Jalan Bukit Bintang- Jalan Tong Shin - Jalan Pudu. We were walking with the speed of 3m/s as though we were taking part in EXplorace (TV programme, the contestants have to act hurriedly to finish the tasks given and reach the end point) like what i watched in TV. I seldom exercise. The rush had made me looked like a drowned mouse. I had always had a stomach-ache while i was running. I think my muscle was producing too much of lactic acid at that time due to the anaerobic respiration.( proud to be a biology student, lol)

The road was damn busy and there was an incident which HoHozhai nearly knocked down by the car when he ran across the road like chicky. We were all shocked and our heartbeat really stopped at that millisecond. Thank God, he is still alive now. We were palpitated with fear especially yeeling. Luckily we arrived there before 6. They all scolded Ho on the bus for his dangerous action (ho, they care for you). Hehe, this was really a good time for me to scold him for he always bullied me at school ( haha, too bad me).

What i have gained from the shopping ? Um, i am still thinking am i too stupid for buying two black watches? I coudn't make up my mind which to choose, one of them looked really cute and lovely, another one looked gorgeous, so i just bought two. I would like to say my gratitude to my girlfriends, they had accompanied me to more than 10 shops in Times Square just to look for a suitable shoes for me but sorry i didn't buy one because they were not my ideal shoes.

Okay, that's it for today.